For a long, long time, I wanted to write about my dream, but I haven't done it since. I thought I had a chance. But now I'm 22 years old and everything has been finalized. My dream. I think I'm destined to never realize them. The dream that I had when I was there has become the regret of my life.
Remember when I was in elementary school, I was very small, very delicate and small. The teacher was very fond of me. I'm not sure if I've ever been in a position to do that before, but I'm sure I've never been in a position to do that before.
The teacher of the music class was very kind to me, and she would let me go on stage to teach the students to sing. Every year the village would hold a Spring Festival party and the teacher would choose me to perform a dance. Although the teacher choreographed the dances, I learned them faster than anyone else.
At that time, Mr. Xiao, the music teacher, would always tell my parents that this child had a talent for literature and art. He hoped that I would be able to develop in this area. However, my parents were busy with farm work every day, where they would take care of so much, every time my teacher told my parents about this aspect of my parents, my parents always laughed it off. In their time, people thought that being able to sing and dance could not be a meal. I'm not sure if I'm a good student, but if I can get into a university, I'm better than anything else.
It's not like I'm going to be able to ask for, or know how to grasp, the opportunities that are available to me. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get a good deal on this, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to get a good deal on this," he said.
Secondary school, then has stepped into the green period of my already know what they want. And the heart of the dream has also been embedded in the bottom of their hearts, I still want to become a teacher, a dance teacher.
Secondary school, I entered our county's key high school.
The first year, the school will be in the new students in the election of a number of music and dance students. At that time, my homeroom teacher recommended me, in fact, I have never understood why the homeroom teacher recommended me at the beginning, and later realized that the original teacher on my file already know everything.
But once again, I missed my original opportunity. Just because that every semester need to pay 150 yuan of tuition. 150 yuan for now I can do? I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about. But at that time, 150 yuan was not easy for a family with many siblings like mine. At that time I began to understand, I do not want to give my parents additional financial burden. So I chose to give up, my parents are not easy, work hard just for us four siblings can go to school, can live a little better than others. How can I bear to increase my parents' burden? This time, is my own to send my opportunity short.
But at that time, whenever I saw other people practicing in the dance studio, how envious I was and how sad I felt. No one can understand, I only one person quietly sitting in the classroom daze. Looking out the window. I think I am the material in this area, but there is no life in this area.
Later, the work. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it," he said. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to get out of this one, but I'm going to be able to get out of it. There are still colleagues who ask me, you used to study dance in school? I can only smile at him, without any language, because I was afraid to touch the bottom of my heart that most reluctant to think of things. If I really used to be in school and was studying dance, what would I be like today? It's hard to imagine. And I don't dare to imagine.
Today, I have been unable to realize my childhood dream. I understand that dance is an art, and this art must be in childhood to lay the foundation, it is not every age have or can go to learn the art, but to be practiced from a young age of art, I lost that opportunity again and again. I lost that opportunity, and in doing so I was one step away from my dream, and in the end, I reached up and could never reach it.
If there is a next life, let me be a dancer, I will use my dance dance out of my wonderful life