2, this year's graduation respectively the most sensational article.
I started to cry when you were in front of me because I knew you were about to leave.
--Kundera
Colleague Hong is leaving, the resignation report has been handed over, the rest, just some procedural issues. Though we don't know each other very well, we have been living under the same roof for ten months. At the moment, I stood quietly at the door, looking at the macro slightly bowed body seriously and carefully organize his room, the sun is very bright, young face, the side profile ．．．．．． It was not hot in May in Kunming, but I could clearly see the beads of sweat starting to seep out of Hong's forehead, slowly converging and sliding down his face ．．．．．． Suddenly I felt some depression in my chest, this scene in my mind violently shaking up, déjà vu, incomparably familiar. The memory also has such brilliant sunshine, crystal beads of sweat, young faces ．．．．．．
That day was June 23, 2005, the day I said goodbye to my roommate Army.
When I woke up that morning, the scattered dormitory before graduation has been bathed in brilliant sunshine, there is dust in the air in a light dance, like a piece of fragmented memory for four years. Habitually turn your head, the opposite side of the bed is empty. Sitting up with a shock, fortunately, the army is still there, is busy organizing the backlog of four years of things, either to take away, or to stay. I just like this quietly sitting on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the army ．．．．．． June in Nanjing is very hot, the army that red and white T-shirt has been soaked through. The military bent over, a large beads of sweat from the face of the slide down ．．．．．．
The army is going to go, in my opposite sleep for four years brother. Although this ending has been predetermined as early as four years ago, although this result as early as the signing of each other has been clear, but when the day really came, I was still a little panicked, I found that I am far less strong than I thought. My heart was beating a little helplessly, slowly sinking, and I licked my lips, wanting to say something, but I felt my throat gambling with panic. In a panic, I grabbed the graduation album on the bedside, flipping through it haphazardly: "Shenzhen - Kunming, often come and go", is the army flying unruly font, the message is very simple. Four years of living together brothers, a hug will be better than a thousand words, and then write something seems redundant. Lift your head again, is the army's side face, angular, tough lines, four years has always been so, suddenly remembered in September 01, the first time I met the army to the situation ．．．．．．. After a long time back to God, the military side of the face is still familiar, but familiar almost strange up, gradually, it is a little fuzzy, can not see too clear, and finally in front of the eyes of the confusion, can not see anything ．．．．．．.
It took me a long time to realize that I was in tears．．．．．．
The tears came so swiftly and silently that I was caught off guard, and once again, I panicked, trying to stop them, but unable to. I have always imagined that the separation of men, should be a heavy and resolute: drink the last glass of wine, a short hug, a hard handshake, a short precious, and then turn around, stride, disappeared in the sea of people．．．．．．
However, I did not stop the tears after all, although the towel repeatedly wiped, but it rolled like a spring, but there is no sign of stopping. On the way to send the army to the west gate of the school by car, I let the tears run wild, no matter what, I do not have the slightest choking, and even speak with the usual, I just tears, I just can not suppress the sadness. My tears aggravated the sadness of parting, brother Lu choked and advised me not to be so, why would I not want to say goodbye with a smile? But I can disguise the smile on my face, but I can't control the valve of my heart. A man's tears are not light? I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it.
The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
All the feelings, I can only use tears to brew; and all the sadness, I can only use tears to discharge .
When the tears stopped, the army has been gone for many hours ．．．．．．
This is the first time I grew up because of friends in tears.
In the afternoon, I had to leave by myself, and embarked on the parting train with Ming and Rong, and many friends came to see me off. In the waiting room, everyone seemed to be deliberately creating a happy atmosphere to avoid sadness. So we continued to play around, make fun of each other, talk about everything, and everything was just as it always was. The only thing is that every wonderful moment, we all use the camera to record, carefully treasured.
Masayama came in a hurry and handed me a McDonald's that I had to run around the train station to get, just for a casual promise. "I'm glad I didn't miss sending you." Brother Masayama said as he wiped away the beads of sweat from his face.
I was just silent, at this time, any words, are superfluous.
The train came into the station, I finally have to go. On the platform, I didn't dare to look at their faces, and after hugging everyone, I hurriedly hid in the compartment. The moment the long whistle sounded, but I could no longer hold back my thoughts, jumped down from the bunk, through the window, looked at the familiar young dear sad I can not forget the face of a lifetime, tears, yes, I am once again in tears. Tears always know when to make their appearance, because he only listens to the call of the heart, he only follows the truest emotions. I didn't want to wave, I didn't want to say goodbye, I still wanted to hug my dearest brother, but I could no longer. I can only slap the car window as hard as I can and cry out .......
The city of Nanjing said goodbye to me like this. My university is getting farther and farther behind me, disappearing in my eyes and deep in my heart.
Ming and I in the same carriage, bunk beds. 1434 train, we rode together many times, traveling between Nanjing and hometown. But after today, he will go north to continue his studies, while I, but to go to the strange Kunming. Our goodbye is only delayed by 36 hours.
June 25th, 2005. Eight o'clock in the morning. Chengdu. Heavy rain. Me and Ming.
In the square outside the train station, in the mist of the rain, we put down our bags and had a long hug. I'm not going to be able to get a good look at you, but I'm going to be able to get a good look at you.
Ignoring the fact that my body has long been wet, I do not care whether it is tears or rain on my face.
After saying goodbye to my last friend, I was determined to go on a new journey in the face of the wind and rain.
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Ten months have flashed by. The wind and rain in a foreign land made me grow up faster and stronger. Some of the past, looking back, seems to have been very far away. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and it was a long time before I was able to get to know the people in my life. Just sometimes late at night, listening to some of the old familiar songs, will naturally think of that period of time, remembering that a young face, remembering that a period of happy or sad and depressed days, and a thousand feelings.
Just from now on no more tears.
Even though there is still sadness in my heart.
And I gradually realized that some tears, just like those youthful simple days, your life, will always experience once, but after this experience, will never be repeated.
So precious.
Some tears are destined to be used to pay tribute to youth.
We all grow up.
And will slowly forget the feeling of shedding tears.
And the sincere tears that fell on my young years, I will spend a lifetime to treasure.
This article is dedicated to my dear college friends.
3.
The biggest pain in life is not more than life and death and parting.
Farewell is a cup of bitter wine, a cup of very thick and very thick bitter wine. Our usual playful, noisy, and even blushing, in this parting of the heavy time have disappeared without a trace, there are precious, there are exhortations, there are tears, there are ...... we may be like a madman kind of crying, laughing, making a scene, may be smashing bottles, will be for no reason to drop the glass, please do not laugh, that's the outflow of our true feelings, next to the car , roadside, under the tree, in the sunshine, our expression, our emotion, our heart, will make others moved, sad for it.
There was a time when we broke on the one-way bridge of high talent. We count ourselves lucky. Although the head broken blood, after all, broke through that piece of dangerous beach, that Hong torrent. We came here from all corners of the world, with the trust of our relatives, with the pride of our hometown, with their own visions. We read the same window ****, we spend time with each other, we know each other on the ship of life and become confidants, we work hard, we struggle. For their own persistent faith.
Today, we parted to say a word of treasure, say a few words of peace, offer a silk blessing, pain but dashing wave: friends, classmates, goodbye, a safe journey! We may not see each other again, do not be sad, you will always be in my memory, miss, take a piece of Hongmao to. Leave your address, write down my zip code, parting is an end and a beginning. A new life, a new world, a new beginning, struggle more than for your hope. When we reunite we will proudly say, "We are worthy of our youth." Friends, classmates, goodbye, I wish you a safe journey