If there is an afterlife, I can continue to make myself happy, happy to live, can continue to wear those beautiful clothes I bought, every time I clean myself up neatly to go to work.
If there is an afterlife, I can continue to accompany the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, so that I can continue to filial piety and honor them, accompany them to see the doctor, accompany them on the street, accompany them to chat.
If there is an afterlife, I can continue to be with my present family, cook for them, work for them, continue to care for them, especially when my husband is not right, I can remind to criticize him, because only what I say he can hear. And my daughter, she is the happy fruit of the family, bring me endless happiness, there is an afterlife, so I can be with my daughter for a longer period of time, is to accompany each other.
If there is an afterlife. I have the opportunity to read more inspirational books, listen to more beautiful music, taste more food, browse more scenic spots.
If there is a future life, I can make myself more beautiful and elegant, more healthy and sunny life!
If there is an afterlife, I will never be in the human world. If forced to make you have to cast the six paths of reincarnation. I will not cast a feeling of animals, including the world of people, animals cattle, horses, sheep, pigs, dogs, chickens, lions, tigers and so on. Really can't see the sadness and joy between people separated from life and death. Although nowadays science is so advanced, also know the survival of the fittest. Is the continuation of life. We came to this world, there will be a death, as long as the peace and quiet, happy, healthy and sufficient, eat and drink enough, do not starve on the line, warm in the winter and cool in the summer, have a house to live on the line, housing ten, the night to sleep in a bed, fight for the sky and take the land to go with the same thing, a few decades are a handful of yellow earth. Think about it really sad. When I was a child, I always wanted to become a bird eagle proudly swimming in the blue sky, the feeling is so cheerful and brilliant. Maybe they also have their difficulties, also have their life and death choices, just we are not birds do not understand. So I don't want to be a bird in the next life. I want to become flowers and trees, as long as in the world once on enough, regardless of the length of time, flowers and plants sprout in the spring and die in the fall. A few short months are enough. There is no need to cheat, no need to fight, no need to rob me. Although also have to go through the storm, wind and sun. As long as they are strong enough to live until the fall natural death. Waiting for the second year of reincarnation. I think well the next reincarnation I turn flowers and plants.
I don't believe there is an afterlife, I will take this life, stand into Yonghwan! I do not believe that there is an afterlife, I will be in the pallid, planted a Wutong, attracted a hundred birds totem.
I will be in this life, sprinkled into the spring wind, so that the sun shines in every corner. And the lovers who are close to each other, watching the moon garden and the moon is missing, counting the stars, and living happily.
Ride all the way to the spring breeze to go far away, to pursue the beautiful scenery. Take a step in a distant direction. Go to see what the faraway place looks like. A tree of love, pouring kindness, filled with strength.
Regardless of whether there is an afterlife, I will be in this life, sprinkle all the love of the world. I'm going to put your smile in my heart. In the mind, the formation of smooth thinking. The first thing I want to do is to make sure that I have a good understanding of what I'm talking about.
The years of this life, incense, with the wind, floating through the dust of time, step in the journey of this world. Together with the mulberry, together with the moon, together with the number of stars, together with the degree of sunset.
If there is an afterlife, I will still come to earth. I'm not going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm going to be able to do it. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it. I do not believe that there is an afterlife, I will be strong in this life, standing into an eternity!
Well, since I see I also say it, if there is an afterlife I would like to come back to a chance to be a human being, although my life is very bitter, but life is like this, ups and downs called life, dare to love and dare to hate called nature, I was born fifteen days of my parents divorced do not want me, my grandparents to me a hand to pull up, the old couple is not easy to eat and save money to cover three large tiled rooms for me this big grandchild, my parents are not invisible, they just do not care about me. My parents are not invisible, they just do not care about me, watching my grandparents suffer, they do not help, I hate them I hate them to die quickly, they do not deserve to be parents, I was fifteen years old, my grandparents have passed away, I live alone in the roof of the house no one cares about my life and death, I was nineteen years old, married at twenty years old, gave birth to a girl, but the good times did not last long seven years of the itch or not to be able to avoid it, I've always been trying to after the divorce, because I have a daughter ah, I have a daughter, I have a daughter, I have a daughter. Efforts because I have a daughter ah, I can not let her as I have no control no one asked, I have a responsibility ah, so I have been motivated by the daughter, and now I'm thirty-five years old, bought a building with a car, there is a daughter around Knowing, so there is a second life I would like to come back, I want to make my daughter happier.
If there is a second life, I want to change a family, playing from memory, parents quarrel did not stop, originally the family operated a fruit store, income can be mixed meals, the father would have loved to play poker, often no fruit store, the mother later caught up in gambling, a fruit store in the afternoon, no one, the morning are good together in the store, leading to the later business is getting worse and worse, almost no one, after the closure of the fruit store, the father went to ride a three-wheeler, riding a car, and the daughter is very happy. Father went to ride a three-wheeled, riding the first month, he fell and injured himself, spent 2000 yuan in the hospital, riding the fourth month, the guests fell and injured, resulting in the guests hospitalized for half a month, by my mother to take care of, because the nanny did not have the money. Nanny is very expensive, and then the next year, hit a child, he fled home, Ben root us to say, led to the police came to my door, I realized that my father hit a person, and then through the relationship barely pay a little money, and then settled. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to afford to pay for it.
In this way, I am worried, my father's every phone call to me here, I will be worried very much, either hit someone else, or outside the fight, or someone else hit him.
This year, the misfortune again came to my family, my father had a stroke, slurred speech, people lost 10 pounds, to the provincial hospital for a month of hospitalization, fortunately it is a slight, can recover on their own,
Home convalescence rest 3 months later, recovery, that is, the mouth is not clear, and began to ride a three-wheeler, the beginning of the whole family do not allow us to ride, but my father refused to do so,
These are the first time I've ever seen a person with a disability, and I've never seen a person with a disability who has a disability!
My mother is also a traditional person who likes to take advantage of small advantages.
In my mind, when I say "go out", she says, "
Go out and play, stay at home", "
I said, "Mom, I want to get a haircut. I want to get a haircut: she said it's only been a month and a half, but it's cheaper to get a haircut in another month and a half
I said, "Mom, I don't have any clothes to wear, so I'll buy a couple of dresses," she said. It's a waste of time and money to go out.
And she, herself, took the money to gamble and lost a lot of money, isn't that squeezing us? This mother is too mean and strong.
It is impossible for a son to call the police to arrest her and bring his own mother in.
Although it is not right for me to say this about my biological parents.
But I think I am now introverted, low self-esteem, sensitivity, depression, are related to the things I have experienced since childhood, which is a traditional family, watching their parents, quarrels, closed the fruit store, gambling, from the father riding a three-wheeled worry.
I really next life for a kind, ordinary, secure family!
In this life as a human being,
Live a hard life, live a tired life,
Shoulder has a heavy responsibility,
Corner of the eye has a strong tears.
They can't talk about their grievances,
They can't talk about what's on their mind,
They can't talk about what's on their mind.
In this life as a human being,
No matter how well you do, there are people who nitpick,
No matter how good you are, you are talked about.
You are silent, saying that you are unjustified,
You explain, saying that you are sophomoric.
Living in other people's eyes, becoming a bad person,
how to do is wrong, how to say is over.
In this life as a human being,
in order to live, get up early in the morning and late at night,
in order to money, physically and mentally exhausted.
Mortgage, car loan, loan more pressure on the body,
Work, family, worry about everything.
If you don't work hard, you'll fall behind,
If you struggle, you'll suffer.
In this life as a human being,
there is too much right and wrong.
It's hard to see the hearts of the people, it's hard to see the misunderstandings,
It's hard to get out of the mind, it's hard to escape from the responsibility.
They are not enough to make a living,
Save your money and save your money,
They are not enough to make a living.
This life is too exhausting,
The work is endless, the work is endless;
This life is too difficult,
Kindness is bullied, indifference is hated;
This life is too hard,
Smile is strong,
The tears are in the back.
In the next life, I won't be a human being anymore,
It's tiring to be a human being, it's bitter to be a human being,
It's a life of giving.
Being human is difficult, being human is annoying,
Being human has to manage everything.
It is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man, it is hard to be a man.
If you can choose, I would rather come from the future to live in this world, I am the oldest in the family, my mother gave birth to me, suffered a lot of pain, a large family dislike me as a daughter, and later gave birth to a younger brother, when I was a child, the family was always quarrelsome, grandma ruled over a large family, the size of the family have to listen to her, a disobedient scolding mom, or let the father to beat the mother, the father of the four brethren, the family's The four brothers and sisters of my father, the family's farm work is done by my parents, the big father is working outside, the fourth uncle is also working outside, the third uncle is lazy, grandma is also biased, my parents a year to do the crops down to the bitter to see a penny, my sister was in elementary school, my mother went to my uncle's house to borrow money to go to school, 30 yuan to pay back for two years, all the way until I went to elementary school time the family still can not afford to go to school, then grandma scolded every day, arguing, and then split up, but also in the yard to live, still arguing, fighting, and so on, the grandmother ruled the large family, all things must listen to her. I was still arguing and fighting until I was twelve years old, when we moved away, and I never had a happy day since I was a child. Then when I grew up, I lived my mom's life, found a man like my dad, and my kids lived my life when I was a kid! Such a failed life, it is better to come from the future!
If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a bird free to fly in the blue sky and white clouds, winter to appreciate the snow poetic landscape, spring to smell the aroma of hundreds of flowers, autumn to watch the chrysanthemums and red maple phase of the Hui Hui illumination, the summer to see the butterfly dance on the lotus pond fluttering, to see just a picture of a magnificent picture, over and over again, delightful scenery, such as the picturesque, exotic landscapes.
There is no earthly kind of rich and poor, the status of the hierarchy of points, good over the too good over, sad too sad, no garage loans debt-ridden pressure, and even more so between people like the Yu I gui gui, hook and corner, mutual suspicion and mistrust, and the human warmth and coldness of the people is as light as white water.
In short, do what is better than to be a person, do people are afraid of heartache, tired, as a child to help make up for the family and work, after becoming a family, for the life of running around, for the children to go to school to find a job broken this heart, and so on their own old age, on the time to filial piety to their parents, so that the old people have to live, have to live, sick, someone to soup water care, which is the responsibility of the children, and at the same time, children have also arrived at the age of marriage, this is not a small financial expenditure, but also a lot of money. The first thing you need to do is to get your daughter-in-law to marry you, which is not a small financial expense, and if you have two sons, you can say that your daughter-in-law is in debt.
People this life heart tired, body bitter, poor fate, to the old sideburns gray, money did not earn, but earned a debt and a body of disease, the next life I would like to do an old cow, as long as the buried pulling the car, do not have to raise their heads to see the road, it is so simple, do not have to worry about the face of the heart, labor pains.
If there is an afterlife, I also choose my parents, because they are from my memory, love me, I grew up in the sixties, when the family was poor, eating is not good, my father worked in the paper mill, night twelve o'clock from work, the factory inside the management of a meal, one person, a soup and a bun, my father did not want to eat that a bun, divided into four of my siblings, we ate really good, my parents watched from the sidelines, at the time I was only nine years old, did not know anything, I was not a good person. At that time, I was only nine years old and didn't know any better. If I had been a few years older, I wouldn't have eaten the bun and would have asked my parents to eat it first. My mother went to work in the production team during the day, and at night, under the kerosene lamp, she gave us four siblings even clothes, even though the top of the patch stacked patches, the cotton jacket was very warm to wear, and the meal was corn rice, and my parents told us to eat first, and later they ate thin soup. The parents did not have culture, they are unique way to educate us, abide by the law, and teachers and students to get good solidarity, respect for the teacher, for our later life growth, laid a good foundation.
If there is an afterlife, I also reelect my parents, I am more filial to them, sympathize with them, call them to live a happy life. Parents, your old son misses you, whenever I think of you, tears fall like rain, in my heart, you are always worthy of my love.
If people have to come, I am still willing to come to earth, can not be due to life and work of some of the less desirable and give up the choice to be a man, the reasons are as follows: First, the short life of animals, March ducks to kill, pigs half a year on the kill, although the cow can be a long plowing every day, eat grass but milk, and people can live an average of 76 years old, compared to a long time. Second, people can enjoy a variety of delicious, fish, meat, eggs and sea food and a variety of fruits and vegetables. Thirdly, animals can only eat, sleep and work at the command of human beings, while human beings can dominate themselves and the world, and can work creatively. Fourth, although people are suffering, but there are a lot of entertainment projects, movies, television, cell phones, games, books, but also to appreciate the flowers, birds, fish and insects and so on. Fifth, animals in heat by people pull to match, of course, there are also independent choice, and people's love is very colorful, modern society, autonomous choice, and produce a lot of love stories that can be sung, and thus full of sensory and physical needs. Space is limited only a few examples to show that the earth is very yearning, which is the reason I chose to reincarnate in the next life as a human being.