Because this is a fantasy question, I can use my endless imagination, and I feel like I'll go overboard if I'm not careful.
I hope that 10 years from now I'll have less doubt and more certainty.
I know it's a given, but I still want to remind myself from time to time to be who I am. The world is too chaotic and noisy, and I want to be the one who knows the way in the hustle and bustle of the crowd. People have doubts, and certainty is a complimentary and difficult word for most people. I have been fascinated by people like that, and now I want to be that person myself.
I hope that in ten years I will be able to watch the flowers blossom in the garden and the clouds roll away in the sky.
If I like a scene in a movie or a book, I will remember it for a long time. For example, the scene in The Lover where the heroine is on the bow of a boat with a man's wide-brimmed hat, she's looking at the view from the bow of the boat, and the people in the car are looking at her as the view. Although this movie is very controversial and a bit challenging for some. But, for me it's enough to appreciate the beauty. The reason why I mention this scene is because I love the persona Duras portrayed for herself, the lover as a character she modeled herself after. And, there's a passage in here that was like grabbing me and making me fall deeper into the charms of this woman she describes as well.
"One day, I was old enough to be in the hall of a public **** occasion. There was a man who took it upon himself to introduce himself. He said to me, "I know you, I will always remember you, when you were young and everyone said you were beautiful. Now, I have come especially to tell you that for me I think you are more beautiful now than when you were young, when you were a young woman, and I love your battered face now more than the way it looked then."
Even though this is describing the beauty of a mature woman, it does speak y to me. Because that is a state that I think a woman is extremely beautiful, cardamom is the shy fresh words of green apples, and that is the feeling of a peach with considerable sweetness. The most important thing is to be able to see the flowers blossom and fall in front of the court; to stay and go without any intention of looking at the sky clouds rolled up.
I hope that after 20 years I can be naive and sophisticated.
Speaking of "naive and sophisticated" this word is Xu Zhiyuan said, because there is a strong **** Ming, he was lying in my notebooks a long time ago, and from time to time, I will be turned out to take a look, he said this. "I have taken Jane Morris and Naipaul as my role models, both of them have traveled around the world and have experienced a lot of people, they can think freely between reality and history, and can accurately capture the emotion of the present moment and detect its past and future in their writing, and I expect that I can be as na?ve and sophisticated as they are."
Whenever I read this passage, I unconsciously looked up to the sky, and was struck by a surge of the same kind of homophonic **** vibration. It turns out that he was after what you would imagine, the comfort of being compatible and generalized.
I hope that after 20 years, I will not be timid or stuck in my ways.
That said, this just occurred to me as I was passing by the river. There are a lot of grandparents along the river, a bunch of them gathered in the square dance, every time I pass by that cheerful music also make me limbs unconsciously swing.
Among them, there are a few good aunts as a leading dance, red tasseled ultra-short skirt, red lace princess dress is the best two leading dance of the grandmother's wear, and the amplitude of its dance and enchanting is my 20-year-old young people, passing by will make me shy, make me ashamed of myself. The next old man sitting in rows, there are involved in which together twisted up, that scene has a knee to enjoy, *** enjoy the feeling of family.
20 years later, I should be 40 or 50 years old, but also to the age of caution, I will certainly limit themselves, this is not my age to do, this is not my age to say, like wearing a skirt like that strip of square dance, I certainly can not do it, and I will be very serious about asking myself to set an example of a middle-aged people should be like.
But I hope I can do what I want to do in 20 years, and not be afraid of other people's eyes, and not afraid of age and physical limitations, to challenge to meet to try.