How did you change from "broken" to "broken"?

The process of making this transition was a very painful and intense struggle, like having two selves fighting in your head. Whether to give up or to continue to work hard is really only a matter of thought. The consequences of this difference are very different.

It was when we were about to graduate from college, and we majored in international business, and every year, according to the usual practice, the college had to hold an English product launch for international trade. For a few years in the school to learn the professional knowledge, through this launch can also be seen. Although the result of this competition was not counted in our graduation, it was still relatively large as it was held once a year, specifically for students who were about to graduate. It's also the only time we get to participate.

The counselor told the class about this news, and the students were very excited, and they all piled up, divided into groups, and began to discuss it. Our bedroom eight girls naturally formed a group. One by one, they are all talking to each other, to choose a product. All the way from the classroom discussion to the dormitory, but did not discuss the results. In the end, I determined to Sassoon toiletries series as the release of our competition products, because I am the leader of the group, and then people have such a discussion, it will not discuss the results. At first we were all very interested, but after I divided up the work, no one wanted to work. I just silently one person first PPT done, and then send them to them, let them give advice, one by one are busy with their own things. I was really sad, then I divided the PPT presentation into several parts and asked them to find the part they were good at to narrate. This one chose his own part of the explanation, but none of them prepared a commentary.

At that time, I was really angry, the result is that I intend not to engage in, the big deal is that when the time to go on stage casually say, the product is not looking for. They look at me like this, but also still indifferent. The school pointed to us 5 days time, the first day are over, only good PPT, the other did not do. Seeing them like this, I was just going to break down. The next morning a roommate asked me how I was preparing, and I said I wasn't. The next day passed as well, and on the third morning, I went to the big classroom to read, and I was stoked to see someone rehearsing for the competition. In my mind, I thought about whether or not I should put up another fight, but it was obvious that there was not enough time.

The third night, I didn't sleep a wink, and finally thought that I was going to leave the school soon, so I'd like to play a good game together, and leave some meaningful memories. On the morning of the fourth day, I got up especially early. I bought breakfast for all my roommates and they were all surprised. Then I told them what was on my mind. It turned out that most of them were infected by me and were willing to have a good game. Since I was running out of time to prepare, I gave each of them a task to do and started to get busy myself. I had to rehearse my speech, go out and rent formal clothes for the competition. I had to go to the barbershop to talk about cooperation, hire a hairdresser to come to the competition to do a styling, and many, many other things. I remember that the night before the competition, we rehearsed many times in the big classroom, and when there was a blackout in the school, we rehearsed with cell phone lights. Rehearsal time because of disagreement quarrel, almost give up, and then everyone said they are not willing to give up, ready almost.

Now think back to that time, really will be touched by themselves. Later, in the whole school competition, our group took second place. Sometimes it is like this, some things, sounds difficult. When you are doing it and encountering difficulties to give up, you might as well stick to it a little longer, after that difficulty, it does not feel difficult. A thought can achieve a thing, can also destroy a thing.