Back then, Li Chao and I were introduced to each other, he is very handsome, usually like to play the organ, sing a little song, very attractive girls like. In the beginning, I was the first to see him, that era is not like the present so developed information, we have hundreds of letters to and from each other. After that we got married, he responded to the national call to go to the army, I was at home to keep the old man and children. A flash of many years past, he had no difficulty from the army to transfer back to the local, we finally lived a normal married life. Perhaps living apart for a long time, we have very little communication, often for some small things to argue, affecting the original thin husband and wife friendship. Then the kids grew up and went away to study, and we've been living like this for most of our lives.
Many people think that my life is still complete, but they don't know that my marriage is full of helplessness and heartache. I was not able to get a divorce for the sake of my children, and although he was out on the streets, he still played the role of a good husband and father at home, and I turned a blind eye and gritted my teeth and endured the past.
Recently, I found that he is more and more excessive, so old and outside the dance of the woman is not clear. A lot of familiar neighbors have long been found to be wrong, but also reminded me to pay attention to point, I have long been like a dead heart.