Text/Tang Song
I had dinner and chatted with some friends in the education field that day, and a friend told me what happened in their school. It is said that a divorced 50-year-old female teacher fell in love with a post-90 s boy, which became the hottest topic in the office for a while. This aroused my great interest. I have only seen these stories in many European and American movies, but I didn't expect them to happen around me, which aroused my curiosity. What about the Chinese version? So I asked many acquaintances about the details of this conversation. Finally, I combed all the news and merged it into a short story, so I hid my real name and got a plot that satisfied my curiosity.
Liu Adam, born in the countryside, is surrounded by green cornfields, and everyone in his family has been assigned four acres of land (each acre is equivalent to 1000 square meters). When Adam was eleven, his father worked in the city. He fell from a ten-story frame building when he accidentally tied the steel bar. The contractor said that Adam's father didn't work according to the operating rules and gave hundreds of thousands as pawns. Orphans and widows, helpless, all know that the contractor is black or white, and may not be able to go to court. If they are provoked, the underworld is unreasonable. Lao Zhang's family in the same village is ruined. So far, there are no suspects. It's no use finding one. Give a reprieve, send some money to the warden, reduce the punishment, spend some money and go to the hospital for parole. This man died in vain.
Liu Adam, who is in his teens, has gradually learned a lot. It is not easy to understand his mother. He thinks he is a corn seedling in the field, which grows bigger and bigger, but he also needs someone to take care of him. He felt that he was going crazy. His mother's figure often hangs in his heart, like a willow in front of the door. He often wants to hold his mother and give him some warmth.
The orphans and widows couldn't serve the ten mu of land at all, so my uncle came to help. Liu Liansheng helps to sow cultivated land at home in spring, seedlings in summer and corn threshing in autumn. One night after autumn, grasshoppers kept barking in the silent night. Mother's room has been turned off, and he feels a little tired and can't sleep. At this time, the door creaked, and then it creaked gently, and there was the sound of metal friction. Mother's door also rang, and I heard a cry: Chun Mei! Mother replied: Lian Sheng, why are you here so early? Then there is the slight contact sound between the buckle needle of the belt and the belt head. After a long silence, there were groans and gasps of frustration. ...
That night, Adam lost sleep. For the first time in his life, his head was dizzy and his heart was on fire. The fire is blue, and it is going to burn into his bones. He couldn't help thinking of the scene where his mother bent down to cook, the radian of her mouth when she smiled, and her fat belly when she slept. It is a warm land like spring, and it is also the cradle of rainy and sunny days. He felt as if he would lose his mother forever. He silently thought of his mother and picked up the quilt next to him. Very warm, like a hug. Adam buried his head in the quilt, and tears flowed down and passed through his normal teenager.
Adam at this time, just in high school, is a poor high school in the county. Good students have been selected from No.1 Middle School and No.10 Middle School. The academic performance of these three middle schools is not good, and the family can't afford a premium to go to a good high school. So is Adam. Most students in school are not interested in learning. If one or two people are ok, but if most people are like this, their minds will naturally be elsewhere. Since the advent of the internet, the course of physical hygiene has been completely supplemented on mobile phones. Those youthful and energetic young bodies are even fiercer than dry wood when they encounter fire. Students who don't study are very active, and they will think more about things. Without the constraints of Confucius and Mencius' see no evil, it would be a row of tadpoles printed on paper. What are the pillars that support the boring student life? Love! It is said that female students should put on some makeup, and boys may put a condom on their schoolbags. It is said that the enrollment rate is very high, 100%. Schools that were originally admitted in advance can enter without the college entrance examination. This is definitely going to fall in love again Flowers are in full bloom on campus, and bees gather from one flower to another. After pollen exchange, flowers will bear fruit. There is a poem:
pollen
Each flower supports one jump.
Bloom is not for beauty.
Form fruitful results
Fireworks set off by peacock tail
Chrysanthemums are not for feathers.
Strawberries grow on a woman's cheongsam.
Can you wrap a spring thunder?
The fragrance of flowers attracts butterflies.
Take away the secreted pollen
Enter the bud, slowly intoxicated.
Such as love words, such as comfort.
Send away the dark clouds and leave the spring water behind.
Adam used to study hard. From that night on, Adam didn't want to study, and the Lan Huo in his heart burned from time to time. He observed all the girls in the school. He doesn't like those green flowers. He likes ripe fruit, preferably with big breasts and fat hips. He exudes a strong sense of maturity. This kind of stimulation can immediately arouse his hidden taboos, just like a good drinker who smells good wine, is full of longing and ecstasy, just like a cat who has not seen meat for a long time. Adam has a crush on a girl in senior three. She looks just like that. She has great taste.
Yu Lan didn't like this boy who was two years younger than her at first. She also had a boyfriend, but her boyfriend moved on. She felt cheated and didn't treat her feelings so persistently. This also stems from the fact that ordinary boys like slim and enchanting girls, not her plump figure. So they got together, starting with a walk, holding hands, kissing, and then looking for a cornfield. Sometimes, in the classroom after school, the class parting love of Crazy in Love will be staged. As the saying goes, the golden wind will send jade, which will win countless people.
With Yu Lan taking the college entrance examination, Adam was lovelorn, and this year's feelings could not stand the test of distance. Besides, people's desires are endless, and they know the taste by eating the marrow. Ya tasted the forbidden fruit and will continue. So after the second year of high school, he found several chubby senior three students in succession and did some metaphysics with them, because he knew nothing about metaphysics.
He and his mother are in heart now and don't want to talk about anything. This night, the moon stars are rare, and all the voices are far away and deep. He heard the sound of opening the door again, the rustling of undressing next door, and another voice he had experienced. So Adam crept to the door of his mother's room and gently opened the door, leaving a gap. The bright moonlight in the room shone dimly on the floor of the room through the curtains and all the way to the kang. ...
Adam lost sleep, and kept repeating several pictures in his mind, which made his heart have a great change. The blue color became deeper and brighter, burning his desire. This painting is as if it were imprinted on his mind. He did some body movements with his fingers, but the picture kept playing.
Sun Lijuan, Adam's subject teacher, is over forty years old. After years of horizontal development, she has been covered with jade beads, and her mouth looks like Chun Mei. After those images haunted my mind, Adam was a little distracted in her class every time, and Lan Huo was strong and out of control. According to classmates, Mr. Sun has been divorced for a long time, and now he seems to have a good relationship with the principal. Adam used various opportunities to approach Mr. Sun, such as asking questions, answering questions and asking for help.
Before the story with Adam begins, it is necessary to know the life story of Teacher Sun.
Clause 1: arranged marriage is only suitable for people, not congenial. Teacher Sun and her ex-husband introduced each other, but they didn't get to know each other deeply, mainly because their parents agreed that eating yamen rice was an iron rice bowl. For China farmers who are afraid of poverty, there is no higher ideal than improving their living standards. After getting married, Mr. Sun discovered that his ex-husband was willing to gamble, and his salary was often not enough for him to spend. It is euphemistically called communication with leaders, and the emotional communication is good, and the leading daughter-in-law also communicates well. The ex-husband likes women in easy virtue, and thinks that Sun Lijuan is too rustic and has no feminine taste. After returning home, there was no communication, and physical things were sloppy. I often stroll after dinner, and my home is similar to a hotel.
Clause 2: Men are not without good things, but they are all bastards. 78 years later, Sun Lijuan divorced her ex-husband, who proposed the divorce. The child was taken away by her ex-husband. After all, she has the same surname as her ex-husband. Because the ex-husband has formed a new family. Sun Lijuan has fallen in love with a teacher in the company. This teacher has a family, mainly because he is very attractive: he has a high level of knowledge and is very attractive, which can be regarded as her expectation for Prince Charming in her girlhood. But after the teacher was transferred to a key high school, she gradually alienated her. Then he hurt her with one sentence: We just get what we need. In fact, many male teachers around me are family-oriented and conscientious, but they just haven't met them yet.
Clause 3: The debt of gratitude needs to be paid by the body. Sun Lijuan was in a bad mood these days. He hit a naughty student in class, and his parents found the school. The main purpose of parents is to earn money. Sun Lijuan was called to the headmaster's office. The headmaster said: this matter can be big or small. As long as I am in this position, I won't let Li Juan hurt you. Li Juan, you don't know, I'm not doing well either. My daughter-in-law is also arranged and has no feelings. I like you for a long time, and I have been afraid to say it. The main thing is that you have always been a family man. But God has doomed our destiny, and this is our destiny. Don't worry, I will solve it for you. Then he hugged Sun Lijuan and chewed it. She will be confused with the headmaster in the future.
Sun Lijuan's ability to resist gossip has greatly improved since these messy events. Some people are lonely and brave enough to go their own way and let others talk. Slowly feel that life is too short, it is better to eat, drink and be merry and live your own life. Other people's language is viewed from the perspective of never knowing yourself. Morality will not give itself a fair choice. As a victim of life and fate, no one can understand the pain in his heart. There are so many divorced people, and they are not the only ones who engage in bad style. The city has already ushered in a wave of divorce at the age of 40. Students can play emotional games, and some leaders can engage in life style issues. Why do you judge yourself by moral standards when you come to your side?
Adam thinks that Miss Sun has a unique charm that attracts him. She has a weak woman's attitude, just as she needs a man to shelter her from the wind and rain. Her voice has a magnetic charm, as if all hard things are going to melt, and her waist and hips have a maternal glow and a different gravitational field. There is only one person in your life, which makes you infinitely attractive to her.
Sun Lijuan also felt abnormal. Liu Adam was not so keen on learning before, and his infatuated eyes in class were different from those of students who listened carefully and thought. He stared at her body more often, and sometimes he felt that his clothes seemed to be inappropriate, revealing his underwear. His eyes seem to be drifting, sometimes blurred and sometimes hot. When students ask questions, they always stare at her chest and often touch her hand.
After several temptations, Liu Adang felt that Teacher Sun didn't hate herself, or that she didn't mind what the students thought of the teacher. So he put a love letter in his exercise book:
Dear Teacher Sun,
Hello, I lost my father when I was very young and lived alone with my mother. I used to like several senior three girls, but I think they are too young (should be immature) and have a lot of unhappy things to get along with. I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I don't know why. I restrained myself from thinking about you. I don't like you, but it's unstoppable. I feel hot as soon as I see your body, and I feel comfortable when I hear your voice. I know your life is unfortunate, too. I heard from other students that you are better than other teachers and principals, but I think you are a good woman. They just want your body, and I love you more. You are like a wounded bird, and you need the care of love. I am willing to be your solid harbor all the time.
When Sun Lijuan saw this misspelled love letter, she felt a kind of secret joy. No man has ever paid such romance to her. There is a throb in my heart, and after she became the third party of others, she came to a new level of impulse. At the thought that her son is two years younger than this student, she has an indescribable feeling. But if you talk about love with a student or other people, you will find how to face this shame. At the same time, she wondered if the student had only been enthusiastic for three minutes. Have you made a bet with other students? Is it just a temporary novelty? All these things, she decided not to accept this love letter.
Liu Adam didn't get unexpected rejection or reprimand, so this kind of similar acquiescence encouraged him even more. He began to write, and if he couldn't write well, he copied the poem on the Internet. However, they all sank into the sea. One day, after class, he found Sun Lijuan and said that his parents wanted to see her after school, so they met in the office. Adam, you have made up your mind. You must admit it to your face today. You have to find Mr. Sun. It doesn't matter if you fire him. Anyway, I'm not cut out for study, and going to college is a waste of time. If I spend money to find a low-paying job, I might as well go directly to the society. Anyway, most students think that studying is useless. Among the rich people in this county and town, I haven't heard of anyone who is eager to learn.
After school, Liu Adang knocked on the office door. Sun Lijuan was the only one who stabbed him on his cell phone. In fact, Sun Lijuan is a little flustered at this moment, playing mobile phone is to divert attention. Liu Adang asked, have you received the letter to her? Sun Lijuan can only say that students should concentrate on learning such cliches. At this moment, Adam looked at Sun Lijuan as if he were as sweet as a sparrow. The serious look on his face is becoming more and more lovely. The gullies piled up on his body exude charming temptations, and the volcano in his chest seems to ignite the deep blue fire in his heart. Before Sun Lijuan could finish, Adam, like a hungry wolf, reached out and pounced on Sun Lijuan, suddenly hugged her from the side, and kissed her cheek with his mouth in the way he learned from other girls, then found his own mouth and kissed her hard. This a few seconds, Sun Lijuan to react, forcibly resist, two people like dancing in the side of the ballroom. Finally, young men are more persistent. Teacher Sun, who was forced to break the rope and kiss, felt the unprecedented youthful atmosphere, as well as the electric shock of touching her hips, the softness of her body, the shame of being intimate with her students, and the satisfaction of being warmly loved. These feelings made her cry with mixed feelings.
Adam felt her tears, felt a kind of pity and guilt, and licked the tears on his face like a bee picking honey. Sun Lijuan felt unprecedented care and love, but also deeply ashamed. She said with tears in her eyes, asshole, I am your teacher, thirty years older than you. Adam took back his busy mouth and said, I won't study tomorrow, and you won't be my teacher from tomorrow. Sun Lijuan was a little surprised and asked, "What are you talking about?" ? Can we make room at home? Adam spoke his mind at once. He felt that his family had no money to coax him into going to college to splurge, so he might as well lighten his mother's burden. Sun Lijuan also thinks Adam has a point. These students are really wasting their parents' money, which is used for dating. Then Sun Lijuan said: We can't, the age gap is too big, and there is no moral bottom line. Adam said: I saw on the Internet that love transcends age and country. Besides, are you moral with the principal? Didn't Yang, the winner of the Nobel Prize in Physics, marry his students? The age difference between them is fifty years old. What happened? All celebrities!
In fact, Sun Lijuan understood these truths long after having an affair with others, and she understood these truths more profoundly from many ideological trends and social phenomena: what people can't quit is desire. She wants to know what the student really thinks. People can see his essence better when they are impulsive, especially when men think in the lower half, so it is also a test. She can't help feeling sad. After so many years, her youth has been wasted, and one foot is about to enter dusk. She can have such a passionate love, and how much time can she enjoy the love on earth? In a few years, she will go through menopause. What kind of love will men and women have in the future? At this time, tears flowed down again, and she suddenly felt that she should be crazy once to be worthy of this life. She put her arms around Adam and they kissed passionately. ...