If you dare to choose death, then you are brave. But if you are so brave, why don't you live! You dare to die, so much pressure is nothing in front of death. You can go to the hospital to see those patients. Compared with them, you are still healthy. And those disabled people, compared with them, you are still sound. You should cherish much more time than people who have cancer and die. However, it is these people who have lost their health, their normal mobility and even their hope of life, but their eyes are so eager to live a good life. They don't want much, just a healthy body. Compared with them, you have too much. You should be content with contentment and work hard. The predicament will not last forever. Even if you fall, you can get up again. You will be more mature then. If you succeed once, you can't succeed again. Think about it, cherish the gift of life, live well and live better than others.
And if you choose to die, think about what your wife will do and what your parents will do. You can't pass the buck with death and leave the pressure of life to them. You are a man, born with these responsibilities. Don't be afraid, as long as you survive, life will be better. When God closes a door for you, he will open a window for you. Where is the window, where is the hope.
Don't walk into that dead end, be confident and work hard. I believe you will survive. Come on ~ ~