It's good to see you for years. I remember saying goodbye at my husband's house that year. My husband asked me to keep in touch with you, tell me about my situation and attach my photos. However, I haven't taken photos for many years since I left Sendai. The situation is also boring and can only disappoint my husband. So I haven't written for a long time. I hope you can understand. When I was studying in Japan in my early years, my husband didn't discriminate against me and embarrass me because I was from China. On the contrary, he took the initiative to change my lecture notes and help me improve my grades. I am very grateful. Sir, do you remember when you asked me about China women's foot binding? Maybe you don't know that this will make me embarrassed; Do you remember the movie you saw when you were teaching mold? Onlookers in China watched coldly as their compatriots were executed by foreigners. This has to make me feel shocked, disappointed and even scared. "Long live", cheers and applause of victory resounded through the room, and everyone was boiling. But for me, a China person, all this is more like the devil's strange cry of excitement in victory, spreading the bell of death to me. I struggled to shout. I finally saw everything clearly and changed my mind.
This is the real reason why I later proposed to leave Sendai without studying medicine. I didn't tell my husband the truth at that time, for fear that my husband would be disappointed. As for students, it is actually a comfort to her husband. Please forgive me.
I gave up the ideal I set up since I was a child and engaged in writing, because I knew that mental health was far more important than physical health. As a doctor, I can certainly save lives, help patients get rid of the entanglement of diseases and regain the joy of health. But mental illness can make people numb, cold-blooded, ignorant, fatuous and incompetent. Will good health be important to such a person? For such people, it is a disaster for the family and a disaster for the country. But now there are many such people in China, so the country will be weak and foreign countries will bully each other. What can I do? I can only helplessly stand by and sigh. Therefore, treating the body is better than treating the heart. The article I wrote is a bitter medicine for the patient's spirit. I hope bitter medicine is a good medicine and can cure the heart.
I've said all I have to say, so I won't write for the time being!
May Mr. Wang be physically and mentally healthy.
Student Shu Ren
Republic of China x year x month x day