Is there a free online consultation with a psychologist, or QQ?

Yes, yes, but most of them just want you to ask questions and then answer you a few simple words. If you want to elaborate, they will charge you 100%, not completely free. Even with one or two exceptions, they will rudely vilify you and say it's all your fault and won't take your side. You should take up their time for free, but they can't solve your troubles and puzzles in the end. My experience. Thank you.