For every teacher, there is a unique reading path, because every teacher's knowledge background, life experience, knowledge accumulation, hobbies and so on are different, and I am no exception.
A barren romantic period
The romantic period of reading begins from the birth of life. Parents' language and the surrounding culture are the first reading. Stories are the most precious life nutrition before going to school, which laid a solid foundation for my reading ability and desire.
My father is an ordinary farmer with a junior high school education. At that time, he was a very learned man in our village. When I was a child, my father would tell me and my brother stories in The Romance of Sui and Tang Dynasties before going to bed at night, sometimes telling jokes and sometimes playing riddles for us to guess. We listened with relish.
In my impression, on weekdays, there are always villagers who show their fathers letters from relatives in other places and ask them to write back. My father always reads and writes patiently. Every Spring Festival, villagers will hold red paper and ask their father to write Spring Festival couplets for them. Father carefully cut open the red paper, opened the Spring Festival couplets and wrote with his heart. I also doodle beside it with a paintbrush.
At that time, the family's economic conditions were not good, so my father bought white paper from the street, copied ancient poems and pasted them on the wall as decoration. I still remember that the four words posted on the nave are "Spring in the Garden, Snow in the Water" by Mao Zedong, "Red Cliff Fu" by Su Shi and "Red River" by Yue Fei. In the lower left corner of the wall, there is also a famous sentence from Lu Xun's Self-mockery, and Su Shi's "bow your head and be a willing ox" is also posted on the east and west walls. I have memorized these simple poems since I was a child. After school, I was particularly excited when I learned these poems, because I knew them by heart! The long words in nave's history are just often read, and I didn't memorize them at that time, but they have taken root in my mind, and my Chinese scores have always been particularly good.
I have been lucky all my life. When I was in primary school, I looked through my father's books at home and read Biography of Yue Fei, Yang Jiajiang and The Journey to the West. These books deeply attracted me and let me see a wider world outside of real life.
At school, when I saw that my classmates had a good book, I couldn't wait to borrow it. I read many comic books and some magazines. I remember the Golden Boy attracted me in particular, and the Writing Guidance Newspaper and the Pupils' Learning Newspaper were also my favorite publications. I remember when I was in the third grade of primary school, the school organized a composition contest and I won the first prize.
After entering junior high school, I formed the habit of keeping a diary and taking notes. My diary records my life and study, and my notes extract some beautiful words, some good articles and some little knowledge in life. The study task is getting heavier and heavier, and there are not many books to read. I came into contact with some magazines. What I remember most clearly is that there was a story meeting at my deskmate, and we used our spare time to read hungrily. Later, I subscribed to a learning aid publication that I don't remember the name, as well as middle school students' reading, mathematics, physics and chemistry, and composition. Later, some romance novels of Qiong Yao also came into my life.
During the summer vacation, I saw sunny days, mountains are everywhere, Yu Shiming's words, words that wake up the world and so on. There are also some large-scale novels reflecting rural life at home that I can't remember the names, and several martial arts novels by Jin Yong Gu Long.
After attending the normal school, the academic burden is not so heavy, the study time is more, and the school also has a library. Read some famous Chinese and foreign works, such as A Dream of Red Mansions, Complete Works of Lu Xun, Ordinary World, Besieged City, Muslim Funeral, Count of Monte Cristo, Jane Eyre and so on. There were also some popular books at that time, such as Carnegie's The Road to Success. Besides studying, I also taught myself the course of China Language and Literature.
I read a lot of books, but compared with the perfect reading map, I found myself suffering from a romantic barren period. On the one hand, the number is not enough, on the other hand, the type is single, and there is no involvement in Tang poetry and Song poetry, modern poetry, biography, historical works, philosophy and other fields.
? The exact time of drying
After graduating from normal school, I went to teach in a primary school. Because of my love of literature, I chose to teach Chinese without hesitation In the first year of work, I love my work and work hard. I have a very harmonious relationship with students, and my teaching achievements are outstanding. Deeply appreciated by the leaders, but also a sense of accomplishment. At that time, all the students subscribed to the Primary School Learning Newspaper. As soon as I get each issue of the newspaper, I will lead the children to read it together and encourage them to contribute. The students I tutored also won the prize in the essay competition! After work, I finished all the courses in junior college and came into contact with teacher Wei Shusheng's books, such as Random Talk on Family Education, Random Talk on the Work of the Head Teacher, The Analects of Confucius, Zhuangzi and so on.
Five years later, I went to junior high school. Because of the need of work, I switched to teaching mathematics. During this period, I hardly studied.
After three years, I switched to teaching Chinese, and I realized that my knowledge was narrow and I felt uneasy. In order to make up for it, I started reading famous books related to textbooks, such as Gary the Boy by Qin Wenjun, Jamey the Girl, Stars by the Spring by Bing Xin, Gorky's autobiographical trilogy Childhood, On Earth, My University and Ba Jin's. I also read classic books of China traditional culture, such as The Book of Songs, The Analects of Confucius, Mencius, University, The Doctrine of the Mean, Enriching the People, Family Instructions of Zhu Zi and so on.
When my two children were very young, I bought many small books for them and read them with them. The children are a little older. I went to the bookstore to get a library card and often borrowed books to read. I often take them to the bookstore to choose their favorite books and read them with them. Both children have excellent Chinese scores, well-written articles and won prizes in the composition contest! Knowing that Mo Yan won the Nobel Prize in Literature, I read some of his books.
Later, on the issue of educating children, I had a disagreement with my family, so I went to the library to get a library card and made up many books at home and abroad. The realm of these books is very beautiful, but some authors have different views, and I am a little confused. In real life, it is also severely restricted and cannot be practiced. I once fell into the trough of my life and the whirlpool of negative emotions. I suspected that I was suffering from depression, and began to read books on psychology and self-help in an attempt to save myself. However, due to lack of thinking, the more I read, the more confused I am, and my heart is very painful. I once swore that if I stopped being a teacher one day, I would become a psychologist.
I know I have a lot of worries, so I consulted people in the industry. After work, I went to Nanyang psychological institution to study and obtained the national third-class psychological consultant certificate. I thought everything would be all right after I got the certificate, but I found there were still many puzzles in my heart. Later, I studied deeply with professional teachers and explored inward. During this period, I watched Zhang Defen's trilogy of mind: Meet the unknown self, meet the brand-new self, meet the self you want, and some books by Bi Shumin: Seven innings of mind, Red Prescription, Female Psychologist, Save Breast, and The feeling of ascending to heaven lies in the diagnostic chair and zero limit.
After studying, I know that my childhood was traumatic and I don't want to hurt students. I take special care of students' hearts in my work. I am not so strict as kind. I volunteer to do mental health counseling for all students in my spare time. The dislocation of identity makes me feel that my knowledge reserve is insufficient and my teaching results are backward.
I also want to make a breakthrough. I have read Wei Shusheng's Random Talk on the Work of Class Teachers, Random Talk on Teaching Work, Li Zhenxi's Be the Best Teacher, and Sukhomlinski's Advice to Teachers. I especially yearn for the beautiful state described in the teacher's book and want to be a good teacher, so I practice it in my own work. However, I have a little knowledge of the contents of the book and overemphasize the relationship between teachers and students. As a result. He became a problem-solving expert, but the classroom discipline was still not good, the students' enthusiasm for learning was still not high, and the teaching effect was still not ideal, because he did not guide his interest and life to the charm of knowledge, and he was once confused.
Then there was a crisis at work, and I almost collapsed. My junior high school son also dropped out of school at home. I know it's time to break through myself. I think of Mencius' sentence, "Heaven will be able to do great things, so you must first suffer from its will, work hard on its bones and muscles, starve its skin, empty its body and confuse its actions, so you can't do it with patience." I can only keep learning, constantly improve myself and improve myself.
So I reread Isabella Chow's Appreciating the World Outlook, Yin Jianli's A Good Mother is Better than a Good Teacher and The Most Beautiful Education is the Simplest. I contacted the courses of Hande Intimate Co., Ltd., attended the salon of the local Intimate Pavilion, studied the courses such as The Power of Enlightenment, The Source of Power, and the Green Belt Elite Seminar, and got the certificate of green belt psychological coach. I reread Zero Limit, read The Coach's Parents, read The Sensitive Period of Grasping Children, and read The Laughter of Tian Xiuying, a Moral Model, and repaired myself bit by bit.
From June 5438 to February last year, the school sent me to Peking University to participate in the national training program. For the first time in my life, I was intoxicated by the strong cultural atmosphere of Peking University, as if a frog jumped out of the wellhead and saw the vast sky. The professors of Peking University are knowledgeable, modest and restrained, and gentle. The front-line teachers in Beijing are excellent and eager to learn. The teachers who go to study together are knowledgeable and versatile.
What impressed me the most was Zhao Guohua, a teacher from Guizhou. He and I started from the same starting point, both from rural areas and graduated from normal schools. The difference is that I am still an ordinary teacher, and he has grown into a national famous teacher through continuous learning. He gave birth to many children and families. I admire his great love and his ability to turn stone into gold. I want to be like him.
Quality education in Beijing is particularly good, and students develop in an all-round way. The slogan "Walk into 10 1, Happy Your Life" at the entrance of Beijing10/Middle School is still fresh in my memory. Teacher Wang recommended us to read Deliberate Learning. When I got home after the national training, I bought this book online for the first time, read it in one breath, and then read The Miracle of Classroom 56. I really want to use it in my work and make a breakthrough, but I still have no idea.
Inspired by examples, I began to write Japanese compositions on the platform after studying in Guo Pei, taking 100 days as a small stage, and the number of words changed from at least 100 words per day to at least 300 words per day now, step by step.
Reflecting on this period and going to work, it is time to start the accurate reading period. However, many books I have read only stay in the emotional reading in the romantic period, and my own ontology knowledge is seriously lacking. Only superficial knowledge can be taught to students in class, and the inner charm of knowledge can't be excavated, which loses the vitality and spiritual temperament of the whole language. I only have an in-depth understanding of the courses and books of psychology and anthropology, which has expanded the width of the reading pyramid. Next, I will continue to build the width, and at the same time, I will read professional books to complete the height construction of the pyramid.
? Open professional reading
During the winter vacation, by chance, I saw the enrollment announcement of Zhenxi Teahouse on the official account of WeChat, and I was very excited. I am as big as him, and I have the opportunity to listen to the respected teacher Li Zhenxi. This is great! I want to learn, I want to grow, I want to move from ordinary to excellent, and live a happy and complete educational life!
So, I couldn't wait to submit the reading history, and finally waited for the good news of admission. I know that the study of teachers in the new network is particularly difficult, so I chose developmental psychology as my first choice. I feel that I have a good foundation, so I should be fine. After half a year's efforts, we finally achieved good results.
I wanted to take an easy course "Positive Psychology in Education" this semester. Later, because of the curriculum adjustment, it was changed into a general course, which made up lessons collectively to lay the foundation for reading.
I began to read the study materials repeatedly, and finished the related book "Teachers' Reading Map" in one breath. I haven't read many books recommended in the book, which is exactly what I need to add at present. I really want to buy all the books to read, but when I think of Dean Hao's suggestion, I may not have time to read them after buying them, and I may not understand them after reading them. Let's start with the content of the learning materials and nibble at the relevant books bit by bit!
Teacher Xinwang pointed out the direction for me, and it is the most suitable home for my professional growth. In the future, I will follow closely, chew classics, start accurate intellectual reading, climb Mount Everest with like-minded friends, and live a happy and complete educational life!