Graduating from high school, I left a backward town in the northwest where I had lived for many years, and came to an unfamiliar city all by myself.
When we really leave the parents shelter, protection, only gradually understand that those who used to live happily, but they are on your behalf of the weight forward, in your behalf to bear belong to your share of the not easy only.
A person's life, rely on their own is how difficult, all the suffering, all the not easy, only know yourself.
Sick of their own to see, hard to carry their own, encountered learning and work of the smooth, you have to be tough to hold, including all the human warmth and cold.
Only one person can bear.
Many people, in fact, do not want to leave the side of their parents.
I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good look at the whole thing.
I was afraid, very afraid, worried that I could not afford the responsibility of growing up, and could not pay for their own future.
But the real growth, probably need to be alone to experience, since the choice of this road, we must be determined to go on.
It is estimated that only in this way will you go farther and stand taller.
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I especially want to make money, so a circle of friends often say to me:
You are also too cheesy.
Too snobby.
Others said, "You're a girl, why do you like money so much, it's not good."
All of them are questioning you, girls like money too much, as if it is a mistake.
But every time, I would use my own audible voice, silently tell myself:
I am not wrong.
So, I want to tell you why I love money so much.
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In fact, like thousands of girls in this world, I am an ordinary girl, growing up in a small fourth-tier city, living a life of three meals and one night.
I'm just like the name Ugly, I don't have a star face, and I can't wear the smallest size clothes.
My mother, when I was six years old, was laid off and unemployed because the factory closed down.
My father, a lifetime of hard work, cold and hot, sun and rain are working outside, do not dare to take a day off, for fear of not being able to feed the family.
He was such a hard worker that he earned just enough money to pay for his family's expenses, and he didn't have any extra savings.
When I was a kid, my monthly pocket money was very little, and I was faced with a lot of things that I liked, and I couldn't stop looking at them.
The clothes I wore were always the ones other kids didn't want to wear.
After growing up a little bit, I went to school, well in school, everyone wears uniforms, but the wind of comparison between the girls, there is still.
Girls like shoes, bags, cosmetics, these I can not afford.
Because these are far more than the family's living expenses.
I have a low self-esteem, and I don't even dare to look at others.
It was also from then on that I made up my mind to work hard to earn money when I grew up, not only to buy the things I wanted to buy later, but also, moreover, to change the situation of my family.
In those ten years, difficult years, my father did not smoke once, my mother did not add a new dress.
So, I like money and I want to work hard to make money.
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Then I grew up and my family started to get a little better.
Once, I saw my little cousin, wanting to learn painting to enroll in classes, wanting to learn guzheng to enroll in classes, wanting to learn dance to enroll in classes, wanting to learn taekwondo to enroll in classes ...
Whenever she mumbled her mouth and complained about being bored and not wanting to learn, and thought about my own dream of being broken wings, my tears rushed out.
Until that moment, I realized that the family and birth we can never choose, people are born equal, only nominal equality, but parents have been doing their best to let us eat and drink, they have been very great.
My dad also more than once regretted that, when I was a child, my family was poor, so that your siblings suffered, and did not like other children, to develop their own hobbies.
How can I blame him?
Born as a human son, born as a human father, born as a human husband.
He really, really did his best and gave us everything he had.
We grew up, our own life, or rely on their own to bravely struggle ah.
So I have to work hard to earn money.
"If you can't be a rich second generation, be a rich generation."
Countless late nights, I told myself this.
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A year ago, one of my relatives had a car accident and went into the hospital.
Yes, this kind of car accident has no solution but, amputation and surgery.
The doctor said that after the surgery, the leg medical treatment was needed.
There are many kinds of medical treatment after amputation, there is a very awesome medical device treatment method, twenty thousand once, not medical insurance, side effects are small, will not hurt, good fast.
Ordinary post amputation treatment, more than three thousand, you can go to health insurance, very painful, the patient will suffer.
Well, we are all good people, but we are poor, no money.
This is if your closest and dearest, how do you choose.
So, I like money and want to work hard to earn it.
In case one day, a loved one gets sick and encounters such an untoward event, I'll at least be able to come up with lots and lots of money and choose the best way to alleviate the pain and cure the disease.
Instead of letting a loved one suffer because of lack of money.
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Now I, too, have passed the age of hearing love in the ear, and recently, I have seen too many examples of relationships that love each other, but because of the reality, because of money and separated.
So, I want to work harder to make money.
Of course, it's not because the love of people, can not break up with us.
But I hope that if one day we break up, it can be because we don't love each other, we don't like each other, we don't have the same personality, we don't have the same values, it can be because of all kinds of reasons.
But, not because we lost to money.
Especially like the "divorce lawyer" in a classic line:
I seriously do people work hard, in order to one day, when standing next to the person I love, no matter he is rich, or nothing, I can open his hand openly embrace him.
He is rich I do not have to feel high climbing, he is poor we are not down and out.
So, I like money and want to work hard to make money.
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Wang Xiaobo said this:
" That year, I was twenty-one years old, in the golden age of my life, I have so many extravagant wishes. I wanted to love, I wanted to eat, and I wanted to turn into a half-bright, half-dark cloud in the sky at a moment's notice. Then I realized that life is a slow process of being hammered."
The beginning of two words, an age considered young and frivolous.
But I like money, try to make money, never to live into the eyes of others look forward to and envy, but in order to be worthy of themselves.
There is nothing more painful in life than to keep trying, but the dream is never realized, and that's exactly what we do in life. Happily, I heard a voice from the other end of the time corridor saying, "Maybe it can't be realized today, and it can't be tomorrow, but the important thing is that it's in your heart. The important thing is that you keep trying.
Every corner of this world, there are people who are struggling.
Thousands of young people, such as you, such as me, are living as hard as we are, occasionally disillusioned, and what can be counted on, only to work hard, so that they will not let themselves be easily knocked down or looked down upon by others.
Many people say that making money is for the future, for tomorrow.
I now feel that earning money is for the sake of living well and living the present moment.
With all due respect, money is really not everything in this society.
There are a lot of things that are more important than money.
But why do we have to get up early and work hard to make money?
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Because, we like money and want to work hard to make it?
So, what's it all about, really?
"The first look on the clothes often you can not afford, the first look on the heart often he will not like you. You really like to want, there is no one, is easy to get"
"hard to make money, not just to go back to an ordinary city, playing an ordinary job, married to a woman, laundry cooking, husband and mothering, why bother to toss?
I think we work hard to make money in order to even if we end up falling into the tedious, washed out.
The same work, but not the same state of mind.
The same family, but a different mood.
The same offspring, but a different literacy.
Why do we try to make money?
Because life never takes pity on you just because you're a girl.
Because there is no economic foundation to support the filial piety is powerless, to be a warm hearted little coat, to be able to independently pension.
Because marriage is to support, not to help the poor, pure feelings to go a long time.
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Truly, life is fair.
If you choose to be idle, there must be someone who carries your burdens for you.
All beings are suffering, and all phases are not there.
In fact, each of us knows that we may fall down, may be a mess, a mess, will be struck by reality, by life to grind away the dream.
But in spite of this, each of us is still working very hard to make money, want to live a little better looking, decent.
So, we have to work hard to make money.
Because you can't be born beautiful, then be born inspirational.