"Alive" after reading 600 words with their own experience
"Alive" after reading 600 words with their own experience, reading can improve one's writing level, after reading is a literary genre that expresses feelings, we are thirsty for spiritual nourishment, the following is "Alive" after reading 600 words with their own experience of the sample.
Part I
In the face of death, the most painful is not the departed, but the living who are forced to bear it all - they not only shoulder more a responsibility, but also beside the side of the less one to bear together.
Fugui is just such a pathetic survivor, his life is in fact the epitome of tens of thousands of people, all the suffering that China has experienced in the last hundred years is clearly projected on his body, he has a legendary life, but you would never want to have that legend.
Fugui was a second generation, squandering his family's savings every day, and I don't know where he got the blessing to get a good wife, who is the daughter of a rice bank, but Fugui still ate, drank, whored, and gambled, and not only did he lose all of his family's assets, but also killed his father, and his wife, along with the children in her womb, were taken away by her mother's family, leaving him with his old mother and his young daughter, Feng Xia, to rely on, and this is when Fugui first realized the hardship of life. Fortunately, Jiazhen returned to him with her son Youqing after giving birth to Fugui's second son. However, the blessing is not the same as the misfortune. Fugui was captured by the Kuomintang on his way to get medicine for his sick mother, and was later captured by the People's Liberation Army (PLA). Returning to his hometown, he came to know that his mother had already passed away, and his wife, Jiazhen, had worked hard to bring up a pair of sons and daughters, but the daughter was unfortunately deaf and mute, and the son, although quick and lively, later died accidentally because of a blood transfusion by the county governor's wife.
After the Fugui experience, the Great Leap Forward, natural disasters, Fengxia and her husband died successively, Fengxia gave birth to a son of the bitter root also did not escape the clutches of fate, and finally left Fugui alone, and a cow with the same name as his companion, which is a far-reaching symbol, and some of them alone in the depression. In the afterglow of the setting sun, the old man who is already in his twilight drives the ox farther and farther away, and his raspy song slowly rises up at the end of the land - "A young man goes wandering, a middle-aged man tries to dig up a hidden treasure, and an old man becomes a monk."
Close this heavy blue book, tears have been wet eyes, let me feel a lot of emotion is not only the protagonist experienced the kind of . All the more so because he went through so much, but still humble to survive, he has borne has been far beyond the scope of ordinary people can imagine.
In the face of death, the most painful is not the person who left, but the living who are forced to bear all this - they not only shoulder a more responsibility, but also the side of less a person to bear together. But it is precisely because of this that the living have to be more determined to live, and that is because they are carrying more than just their own tomorrow.
Part II
After watching Alive, the whole person is immersed in the bumpy life of Fugui. Live! I want to say, how is it considered alive?!
The main content of the book, the landlord's young master Fugui addicted to gambling, and finally gambled away the family business penniless, poor Fugui because of his mother's illness to seek medical treatment, did not expect to be halfway by the Kuomintang forces captured, captured by the People's Liberation Army, and returned to his hometown, he realized that his mother has died, his wife Jiazhen painstakingly with a pair of children, but the daughter unfortunately became deaf and mute, the son is smart and lively! ...... However, the real tragedy has only begun to gradually staged since then, each read a page, I can not stop tears wet eyes, because the rare warmth of life will be torn to shreds by one death after another, only to get old Fugui accompanied by an old cow in the sunshine memories.
People have died one by one in this story called alive.
As a cold author, Yu Hua does not move to let us follow his cold tone, witnessing the absurdity, bankruptcy, and hardship of the young master Fugui; and then hypocritically gives us a little bit of good hope, letting Qing get the first place in the long-distance running, letting Fengxia marry and get pregnant with a child, letting some moments of warmth and simple joy. Yet just when we think the nightmare will no longer haunt them, Yu Hua doesn't hesitate for a second, and he ironically lets his characters die quickly and in various ways, without warning, almost cruelly.
We were left staggered.
Yukari is the first to die suddenly.
"Yukari won't come running down this road." His mother said. Most people should be heartbroken at this point. Neither his poor and difficult life, nor Fugui's simple and brutal way of teaching him, ever made Youqing lose hope in life. He loved his two lambs and ran back and forth every day to mow the grass and go to school. So when he takes first place in the long-distance running in front of his father's eyes, we all naively think that the tragedy is over, that things are slowly getting better, and there is a bit of faint joy.
But how did we know he would die so suddenly. Like so many of the people we know today at the bottom of society, Arigatou's death was unjust and absurd. Because his blood type was unfortunately the same as that of the governor's wife, who was in labor, he died prematurely from an overdose of blood.
I looked at the path that curved towards the city, and could not hear my son running barefoot, and the moonlight shone on the road like it was sprinkled with salt."
Everything was like a great curse. Daughter, wife, son-in-law, grandson, and finally Fugui was left with only himself. And an old cow also called Fugui.
Because away from those turbulent years, because there has not really been a hard and difficult, this story makes young us can not help but some trembling. A thin 120,000 words, shrouded in "tears of depression".
Just when the book was closed, there seemed to be more peace in the heart beyond the world's desires and disputes. The ruthlessness and cruelty of real life, far wider than we imagine; and live, even if you have to bear a lot of difficult to bear the pain, but still to endure, tenacious. This should be the power of life.
Part III
In my free time, I still like to read. Look at the book is very mixed, in addition to textbook books, masterpieces of fiction are read, not deliberately constrained to a single form. And generally just skimming. And when I saw the book "alive", the most I thought of is still Ge You acted in the movie, about Xu Fu Gui's life.
"Alive" is about an old man named Xu Fugui's life story, the author Yu Hua with a down-to-earth narrative approach, calmly recounted through the vicissitudes of the world and the trials and tribulations of the old man's real life. After reading it, I don't feel sad, sad, sad. It seems that he has experienced all the sufferings of time. I can't help but ask myself: what is the point of living?
Sima Qian said that some people live heavier than Tarzan, and some people live lighter than goose feather; Lei Feng said that living is to let others live a better life; Paul Kochakin said that in order to live for the liberation of the people. But for Xu Fugui the idea of living lies in: "As long as people live, they are not afraid of poverty." He felt that the meaning of human life is not just rich, but should know how to live, learn to work, and live for the family. That way, even if the days are hard and tiring, the heart is solid. The delusion was that he could try to turn his family from chicks into geese, geese into sheep, and sheep into cows, so that his poor family would become well-off again. And the moment he was captured and enlisted in the army and returned home by grace, it was clear that he lived only for the sake of his family, and his attachment to his family then became his only reason for living. We can imagine that if he chooses to stay, or die in battle, or high official position. However, he would not have chosen to stay because he was an uneducated person with no socialist ideals, a member of the lower strata of the old society. After the liberation, he saw Long Er, who was occupying his family's land, was shot, and Jia Zhen's words made him realize: as long as the family is together every day, they don't care about any blessings!
And even such a seemingly ordinary happiness, he could not have. First, his son donated blood, confused and killed; his daughter died in childbirth; his wife died of a serious illness; his son-in-law was pressed into pulp by a cement slab; his grandson was propped up by beans! And he can only sigh: "the future days I can only live alone, I always think of their own days are not long, who knows a pass and after so many years ...... This life think up is also very quickly over, over the ordinary,...... do people or usual point good, fight this fight that, fight to fight to lose their lives." Think about the reality of us, still fighting? Definitely yes ah! Who can really put it down?
After reading the book, I found it very depressing! What is the point of living? Maybe it does not matter living, earthly suffering, living people always have to bear, in front of fate, only patience, patience, patience, loneliness, patience, misfortune, and even death. Alive" is not to tell us how to live, but just to state the fact of living, to use the words of Mr. and Mrs. Xu Fugui to Chunsheng: live, live well, we can only wait to be abandoned by the time and destiny, and have no right to abandon life. In the face of fate, perhaps not without lamenting the powerlessness of mankind! Can not change the fact of living, change the attitude of living! As long as alive, there is always hope, attitude may be at least can be able to change the state of living, or good, or poor, just in the lens of life at least can tell themselves that we have lived, and have worked hard.
Part IV
People's life and death, in the end, can not be dominated by their own? I thought so the second time I read the last word of the book.
It seems that people's life and death are not in their own hands. In the story, Yauching and Fengxia, one of them died after donating blood for the principal, and the other died of hemorrhage. All this seems to come so unexpectedly. Without realizing it, the God of Death raised his curved sickle and took people away. Then came the grief and mourning of the loved ones, the cries and complaints, the world is unpredictable, and such a scene is staged almost every day.
But why should it be any different sometimes? When Chunsheng wanted to live, the war of liberation, anti-American aid to North Korea, through the fire, life hangs in the balance, but he survived; he wanted to die, just hanging his neck on that noose ended his life of suffering. This confirms what Fugui said, "A person's life is great, if you want to die, then how can not live".
And Fugui himself? Lose all the family property, the war of liberation, the people's commune, ------- all the way over, he ate the suffering of the tired not less than anyone, not to mention that there are parents and wife and children have died of the heart of the trauma, although in the end, only one left, but he is, after all, survived. Why? Because he wanted to live, so from the war to home, from poverty to famine, he almost tasted the suffering of the world, but he lived. He lived because he wanted to live.
No, it is not that one can live if one wants to live, but one can die if one wants to die, so that the answer to the question should be summarized as being ----- that one is not in complete mastery of how long one lives, and that under the same conditions, but without natural or man-made calamities, the one who wants to live must live longer.
So we must want to live if we want to live. A healthy person who spends all day looking for arguments that there is little value in living probably won't live any longer than an optimist who has terminal cancer but is brave enough to fight the disease. A sick mind is always worse than a sick body.
We have to live, live can talk to the dearest people, can see the most beautiful sunrise, can hear the world's most pleasant voice ah.
Perhaps, the natural and man-made disasters in this world will come to the head one day, but people can be eliminated by suffering, but can not be defeated by suffering. There is a way out if you live, and you can look forward to those rays of light that are temporarily obscured by darkness.
To live, want to live.
"Alive" read 600 words with their own experience 2
01
After all, the work of the deceased family, the loss of his wife, the loss of his daughter, and white hair to send black hair such a story does not have a sensational. However, all the emotions quietly invade the reader's mind as the narrative unfolds.
The more one fears death, the more cowardly one lives.
Yu Hua wrote in the preface that "to live" is full of power in our Chinese language, and its power does not come from shouting or attacking, but from enduring, enduring the duties that life has given us, enduring the happiness and suffering, the boredom and the mediocrity of reality.
The book is based on the memories of an old man, and it tells a seemingly trivial but heroic story in a simple tone. The main character is called "Fugui", a name that seems a bit vulgar to modern people, but represents the great expectations of parents for their children in those days. But what is fortune? What is nobility? Perhaps they do not know, they are both simple and lovely, but also stupid to the sad.
The novel recounts the sorrows and joys of Fugui's life, and expresses the ups and downs of Fugui's life. Fugui, when he was young, was a landlord's young master, and often ate and drank in the city, whoring and gambling day and night, often not returning home for ten days and a half months. However, the good times do not last long, careless fooling around and do whatever he wants to do will soon make him pay the price of losing his family's money, the family broke up - due to the accumulation of half a year's credit, Fugui to the ancestors left behind the family fortune in the overnight loss of all, by the far-famous . The rich young master turned into a penniless pauper. All the scenery was like a mirage that collapsed and disappeared. He was never to be seen again, and his life became poorer and poorer. After disposing of all the property with his own hands, his father died on the day he moved from the old house to the cottage. He was taken away by soldiers when he went to the city to buy medicine for his sick mother, and since then he has suffered a lot from being displaced and having no place to go. Almost two years later, he finally escaped death and returned home, learning that his mother had died and his daughter Fengxia had lost her ability to speak because of a high fever. He thought the family finally reunited can live a good life, who would have thought, the suffering has just begun - the son in an accidental blood collection accident by indifferent doctors took his life; daughter Fengxia finally grew up and found a loving husband but died of post-partum septicemia; his wife Jiazhen died of chondromalacia; son-in-law Erxi died in a construction site accident; not only that, the God of Death even his seven-year-old grandson bitter root are not willing to let go, even for eating beans and died! The family members around him died one by one, Fugui buried his son, daughter, wife, son-in-law and grandson with his own hands, and buried five of his own beloved people with his own hands.
The more he experienced, the deeper his realization. The author did not vent, did not accuse and did not expose, but to show people nobility. That nobility is not the kind of pure perfection, but the understanding of all things after the transcendence, on the good and evil equally, with a sympathetic eye on the world.
02
"For what do men live?"
This is an eternal topic, but also a topic with diverse opinions and no conclusion. Fugui's cup of life is the intertwining of his own destiny and social changes, living, for what, for the sake of this heartbreaking pain? No, it is this pain that makes the feeling of being alive stronger. The pain of broken expectations makes the next expectation more sincere, making the coming happiness more precious. Life is destined to be accompanied by sadness, and it is sadness that makes us more awake to live. As Yu Hua himself said: "People live for the sake of living itself, not for the sake of living outside of anything to live," living is such a natural process. Live, life is a living, not talk about happiness or suffering, life, just a living process. Live, live, life is just, after all, life will continue.
Got a book in the summer vacation, the black cover reflected more black big words: alive. I have rarely seen a book with such a deep title, and turned the first page with great curiosity.
The book is a novel written by the author after listening to American folk songs, and the author, Yu Hua, does not move to let us follow his icy tone and witness people dying one after another in this story called Alive.
The novel, which is mainly about "me" listening to an old man named Fugui in the countryside to tell his story. Fugui was originally the young master of a landowner's family, but he lost all his money in gambling and became a poor man. He was taken by the Kuomintang to work as a strongman, and went through the Great Leap Forward, the People's Commune Movement, and the Cultural ___, and his relatives died one after the other, and finally only he and his old cow are left alive now.
My mood was ups and downs, first I was angry for Fugui's defeat, then later I felt sad for Fugui's tragic fate. The whole atmosphere of the story is rather gloomy and dreary, but no matter how tragic and unpleasant Fugui's fate is, even to the edge of tending to death, he survived, and in between the sad episodes, Fugui lived with the accompaniment of death. Fugui, when he was young, was not a respectable character; he was a debauchee at the time, and later, although he became honest, he didn't know how to educate his children. But when you think about it, he still had qualities that the rest of the people did not have. Fugui suffered blows and pain that ordinary people do not have, but he still rely on their own strength, strong life, unlike Chunsheng because in the culture _ frustration and suicide, this spirit is still worthy of our praise.
In real life, there are very few people like Fugui smeared with a strong tone of misery, but we will encounter large and small rugged bumps in the face of setbacks, or discouragement and surrender, or continue to move forward with their heads held high, so that the small and large details and feelings of life will be forgotten by us, forgotten by time.
Close the book, bright red again into my eyes. I know that time is passing like night, and death will eventually fall from the sky like night. But as long as you live like this, serenity is in the distant body fluctuation ......
03
The author of the book "Alive", Yu Hua, honestly, because of the reason of reading less, this is the first time I come into contact with this author. I'm ashamed to say that there are always various reasons to excuse myself in elementary and middle school, making the reading experience not much, but for reading, I'm still very eager. I've read all the books of Alive, and I've written a few posts about them before. Because of the introduction of the language teacher, I came into contact with the book, and for the first time on a book analyzed so thoroughly, spend a few paper ink to introduce.
The book has been read for more than a month, and then think back to its plot, more some peculiar feeling. Today, let me analyze the character traits of the way to summarize the book - "alive". First of all, the most impressive or the main character Fugui, in my eyes, from the book I witnessed his life, from his cynicism to later hard work, a life of ups and downs so that the old man has been through the vicissitudes of life, but with the memories of the past, emotionally insisted on living the rest of his life, I feel his strength and his deep feelings for the deceased loved ones, it is touching. And another one that impressed me y was his wife Jiazhen, when Fugui's family was in a state of ruin and had nothing left, when Jiazhen came back to the thatched hut from afar with a firm step, her heart could not help but be touched, a man who was so debauched and unrestrained but still allowed him to remain unswerving, and her goodness and love for her husband made me memorize it y. Speaking of which, I thought of the poor Feng Xia, from childhood food and clothing, then to the teenage deaf and mute, and then sent by the parents heartlessly, Feng Xia's life is full of variables, but everything did not change her heart of love and responsibility for her parents, she took up a lot of responsibilities that do not belong to her, and finally found their own home when the kind of joy that let me see her that desire for love of the young girl! The ending is too sad, why is it always such an ending, which makes me have to fall into the deep thinking of the social status of China at that time, when the lower class society did not really get freedom and equality, the society at that time was so dark that it was sad, and the lovely little Yauching, his intimate play with the sheep will always be in his mind, but because of a medical accident was mercilessly taken away from the life of many students in the reading of here left tears in their eyes. The first time I read the book, I was in tears.
After reading "Alive" a new way of thinking about life, let's correctly treat their own life, realize the value, live well!
04
The first time I read the book "Alive", I just feel that the repression filled my whole heart. At the same time, I also felt that Yu Hua was too cruel, letting the characters in the story die one by one, but leaving the main character alone to live in the world during the days when I was sick. So the book "Alive" was pressed under the pile of books by me in a fit of anger, because I hated Yu Hua and his cruelty.
The second time I read Alive was in April of this year. It was a black April, when I was longing for my happy future, a sudden nightmare completely shattered all my dreams. There was no way I could accept such a cruel fact. I felt like the whole world had collapsed. I don't know how many tears I shed. I began to give up on myself, and even got to the point where I was afraid of everything, I y felt the hardship of living, the pain of living." Who should I live for, why should I live." That was the only question I thought about in those days. So I began to vent, began to burn all the things I once loved. Because I wanted to burn away the past and the sickness.
I saw the book "Alive" again, and the bright red cover stimulated me y. I left a copy of this and began to re-experience the meaning of living. I always think that the sadness of life is more than quietly waiting for the moment of death, but when I read "alive", I realized that the most painful thing in the world is that you look at the side of a loved one slowly die, you can not do anything about it, until only left you alone! This is the sadness of life.
I don't dare to imagine, if the main character is me, I will continue to survive, but he is still friendly to the world, this kind of ability to bear the suffering and optimistic attitude towards the world, I think it is not the average person can imagine, and it is more what I need. My mind was y shocked, what is the purpose of living? When the introduction throughout the text asked me to ask myself, I had no way to answer. The moment I got sick, I became irritable and resentful. I began to pick on those around me and be unreasonable, while those around me tolerated me over and over again without complaint. While hurting the people who love me y, I also hurt myself y. In fact, I am even more cruel than Yu Hua, I personally in the harm around me one by one people who love me. They didn't cause my illness, but I made it difficult for them. Why should I impose my pain on those who love me?
Living, we must treat everyone and everything around us well, and never make any excuses for ourselves, because "people live for living itself, not for living outside of anything to live. Live in the hardship, enjoy the hardship in living!
600 words after reading "Alive" with your own experience301
After reading this book, this is really a book that doesn't need a bookmark, and it's highly recommended for those who want to develop the habit of reading a book, which is very smooth to read.
A book a *** have five self-preface, this is the first time to see. In the Japanese preface, Yu Hua talked about time creates everything, creates life and death, creates sweet and sour, and quoted a poem by He Zhizhang:
The young left home and returned to the oldest, the accent of the township has not yet changed sideburns. Children do not know each other when they see each other, and laugh to ask where the guests come from.
For some things, it is true that the only way to understand is to have experienced it. Just like the feeling of reading the above poem, the difference between middle school and now is far. And now when I finished reading the book "alive", the feeling is not very deep, and did not feel that the book is written how good, which may be our generation for the last one or two generations of people suffered no personal experience of the reasons for it.
After reading the book, I probably have the following feelings: Fugui's greatest fortune is to take Jiazhen such a good wife, which even changed his previous view of choosing a spouse; Fengxia because of the disease into a mute is really a pity, but her first time on the success of the blind date, I feel that I am still quite surprised; Qing must be a super cute child, if you can give him a dog to play with him, it is simply a heavenly life, after all, it is not a good thing. is a heavenly life, after all, sheep and human interaction is still very little, the most profound feeling is Fu Gui praised him for running first place, only one praise, the heart is really more excited than have Qing himself, which may have something to do with their own life experience; Feng Xia died because of childbirth, two happy because of construction site accidents and died, the bitter root because of the death of the beans, and so on similar things to go back to the old home when also heard the elders mentioned. I've heard the elders talk about it, and it's true that such things happened in those days.
Only when I go back to my hometown, I can hear the elders talk about the sufferings of their youth, and the state of expression is mostly similar, the wrinkles on my face swim happily, and Fugui is as wonderful as he is, telling about himself.
02
Yu Hua said this about the origin of his writing - "I heard an American folk song, Old Negro, in which the old nigger experienced a lifetime of suffering, and his family went before him, and he remained friendly. The song touched me y. The song moved me so much that I decided to write a novel like this one, which is this one, "Alive."
When I got this book, my heart was elated, after all, it was a book that I had been waiting for for more than a month. I hadn't known about the book before, and I didn't know if it was an essay, a novel, or what, and I only bought it because I'd heard about it, and I knew that it was written by Yu Hua, and that it was a book that allowed me to kill time during the epidemic. So, couldn't wait to finish it. After reading it, it made me sigh long and hard, though for being alive, it made me see a vivid life dying one by one in the compact story. Because of Fugui's eating, drinking, whoring and gambling to spoil the family business, angry dead father, mother then died of illness, son died because of saving the governor's wife to draw blood, daughter died in childbirth, his wife also died, son-in-law was caught by the steel plate accidentally died a horrible death, and finally the only grandson died in the hunger of the choking. I really do not know with what kind of mood to see the end, originally all things because of him, if he does not eat, drink, whore and gamble, the end is not the same. His beloved relatives left him one by one, he buried all the relatives and inner pain with his calloused, roughly rubbed, dark hands, but still have to live under the accompaniment of death, which should probably be the old Chinese saying, better dead than alive. After reading this, I wondered if there are really such miserable people and things in the world.
In the end, Fugui was left with the only reason for survival - to live. I don't know how in the world he lived, but when I think of this book again, maybe it just happened to be during the epidemic, I can see a lot of news of life and death every day, and I have a little bit of peace in my heart. The ruthlessness of real life is far wider than we can imagine, and living, we have to bear more unbearable pain, this is the last reverence for life, but also a person's softest, purest nature - living. I read Alive.
03
Reading famous writer Yu Hua's "Alive" is like tasting a cup of life's bitter wine, so I wrote these words in the warm spring sunshine.
In the green fields sprinkled with sunshine, an old man, life is covered with sores, he held the cattle, his eyes flashed a soft light, the vast land is like his bare chest, he looked at the cattle, the setting sun and smoke, immersed in a sunset dusk scene, he was young, once had a family of wealth of the rich and wealthy son of the broad gentry, but in the casino lost his entire family fortune, the end of his affluent life. He was captured during the war years and chose to go home before joining the army or going home. He has a grandson, and illness and various accidents separate the old man from them.
This makes me feel the lagging weight of life, the warmth of the earth, and that when we enjoy life, we should do our best to maintain it and operate it. However, when life is about to be stripped from us, do we truly understand its meaning? All the sorrows, joys, gains and losses in life have made the old man's life mottled, dull and abrupt. Perhaps life is passion and strength. But for more people, how can life not be a bearing? War, hunger, sickness, loneliness ......
Sometimes we enjoy giving but don't know how to return; giving but getting nothing; longing to tell but don't know how to express. But I know that we have to love our parents with all our lives; love our lovers with all our persistence; love our children with all our responsibilities; love our friends with all our sincerity; and love every life with all our passion. Our life is probably like this, it is full of contradictions and seems to disintegrate into each other, running together to support each other. In its bleak negatives, showing the eternal temperature of life, interpreting the hot desire, probably this is alive.
Life, perhaps live more painful than death, but he chose to live, live is a responsibility, live is the life of the re-acquisition, it has no reason, just choose another way of life, to complete their mission. This is the value of life, the value of living.
04
The book "Alive" is the first time I ever walked to finish reading a book, for people like me who doze off when I read a book, what a valuable treasure it is.
This book is looking at looking into the book, into that era that picture. I have to admire Mr. Yu Hua's writing style, with the most simple words to narrate such a tearful story.
Sometimes when I open the book, I want to finish it at once, but I don't want to finish it in one go. When I finished reading it, I thought I would never turn it over again, it was too sad, and I cried myself. But a few days later, I took it out again, thinking that I would return to it next time. So, this book is a book that brings back memories.
The book to an old man's point of view to recount his life, seems to be plain but rough, in the eyes of Fugui has experienced the storm those are the past, so it is plain, and for us readers of this every story grips the heart, want to rush into the story to do something.
The whole book, my tears in the Fugui son died, see the front I really can not believe, because those words are too common narrative, I have been accelerated to see the back, to see the pain of Fugui, only after the tears flow, with tears into the dream, closed the book.
Turned again, that is, I finished the whole book, the story of the death of one after another, I did not drop another tear, not because the narrative is not good, but I have been numb to the death of this story.
In addition to admiring the author of the book, it seems that I have not understood the deeper meaning of the whole story, for the matter of life and death, is it a blessing or a curse? The people in the story live so painful, maybe death is relief, and live always feel good to others, live is good, really good?
When I saw Fugui's old age, I felt that it was really good to be alive again.
I hope that the next time I open this book, I will have a different feeling.