Mentioned in (Perfectly Sunny)'s Greatest Hits: Trying to Fly, but the Heart is Tired.
I don't know when the young heart always longs for independence. How many times have I tried to escape from the shelter of my parents' wings, to make my own path through the thorns and thistles, and to refine my own wings in the midst of the storms?
Perhaps, God discovered this greed of mine and let me enter this full-time high school to finally get rid of my mom's nagging.
The high school building, the spacious cafeteria, the crowded supermarket, the unfamiliar faces, everything was new and exciting to me. However, when everything became familiar, an unbearable loneliness and emptiness took over my heart. The heavy study makes me feel depressed and dull, the weak body makes me faint all day long, I feel pain, want to go home once, but the former magnificent ambition makes me endure.
Autumn seems to come very early, just into the fall, feel a hint of chill. A cold wind roiled through, causing the windows to chirp with the gaps.
I stayed in my seat reading a magazine and came across an article about a mother's love, something I couldn't help but think of my mom ......
There used to be nights when I studied late, at which point my mother would bring my favorite green bean soup, look at me kindly, and finish the soup one sip at a time. Then make up the bed for me, and persuade me to go to bed early; sometimes, when I was angry outside, I lost my temper in front of my mother, but my mother never cared, instead, she also comforted me, was I in a good mood; in the past ......
I realized the beauty of nagging at this time, that the former annoying words are now recalled as so warm.
"Bell---" the bell of the next class interrupted my thoughts, I a burst of flying to the phone booth, dialed the home phone number, the other end of the phone came from the mother's kind voice.
"Hey, who are you looking for?"
"Mom, it's me." I whispered.
"**, how are you doing at school? How's your health? You have to take care of your body alone. Now the weather is cold, pay attention to add clothes. Are you used to eating?......"
"Yes, everything is fine ......" I said and shed tears.
Once upon a time I thought that I was a person who would not be moved to tears, yet in front of my mom, I shed tears without any concealment.
On the weekend, sitting in the car on the way home, I was in a particularly cheerful mood. I realized that no matter how far I fly, I will always be like a kite away from my mother's sight.
Mother, is the line tied to the heart. The longer and farther you pull it, the more your heart aches.