I'm not a lucky woman, although there is a great deal of love, but it is also flat and let go.
Life has appeared in the man, I love at the time, do not love, also at the time.
I think, I hope the love, perhaps is the kind, I love you when you happen to love me! Just, that only guessed the beginning, but could not think of the end of the love, again and again to me on the thought class, finally had to compromise, so, now have to be a person.
Good sister foam sister sent invitations, photos of two people familiar with the happy smiling face, suddenly let me recall that year, those who want to love but do not dare to love the years, in the end, what is it, so that she has always insisted on loving a person?
High school is the first battlefield of life, maintaining three years of war, every day at all times to do high-pressure alert. That year's sophomore year, foam in the dormitory secretly told me that she liked the boy Tan Xiaowei who played basketball recklessly on the blue court. She said he was smart and always willing to help his classmates solve problems, he was lonely and arrogant and always walked alone under the sycamore trees on campus, he was handsome but always a picture of lazy spontaneity and sweat on the basketball court. He is serious, but always careless to pass by her.
She fell in love with him, although she only knew him by a name, Tan Xiaowei.
I asked her, will you confess to her?
She smiled and said, no, because, it is still too early, too early love, can not insist on later.
At that time, the foam, also beautiful, also smart, also enthusiastic, also reserved.
At the end of the high school exams, when we get together for dinner, Tan Xiaowei is also there, I do not know who pulls the so-called best friend. At the table, foam has been smiling, but did not take the initiative to get close to him.
I asked her, the college entrance examination is over, you will confess to him?
She said, I will not.
She said she would meet him at the East Lake of Wudan University, and would say at the right time, more passionate love than the sun.
The foam at that time, smiling sincerely, smiling brightly, smiling confidently, smiling proudly.
The initial months of the university, foam often call to say, the school life is too much wonderful, she was too late to feel, to adapt, Tan Xiaowei side has been another girl.
I asked her, he has a girlfriend, you will still go to confession? In fact, at that time, I just wanted to say, will let go? But I know, instead of letting go, it is better to say love, since love, and why let go, why not go to confession, give yourself an account, but also to this has not yet begun the first love of an account.
She said she would not. She didn't want to believe that her first love had only sprouted to be buried, and didn't want him to know that she liked him, because of unwillingness.
At that time, the foam, with sorrow, heartbreak, pain, tears, but also has a goal.
Some people say that meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is a kind of absurdity. Tan Xiaowei talked about a year girlfriend, broke up. After two people crazy, one person is happy, the other is exhausted. Foam said that the girl is like a ballet doll that never stops, and Tan Xiaowei, it is impossible to always play with and fool around with. Boys always have their own future responsibilities, so, in hearing the news of Tan Xiaowei's breakup, Foamy said to me that he was worthy of the boy she looked at.
I asked her, he is now alone, you will confess to him?
She said she wouldn't.
She said she would not, because when he was with another girl, she scolded him a thousand times, and now that he broke up, she began to hate him again, complaining that why he had to waste his time in a relationship with a girl like that? When she saw them together, she would always cry in her heart, but now that he is alone, she is the one who laughs, but it is not to gloat, nor is it because she has a chance, but she is happy for him.
At that time, the foam, scolded, hated, cried, and finally laughed.
The rest of the time, foam has been in a kind of crazy learning state of life, seems to forget to love that one person, but I know, she nevertheless put him, placed on the top, to a kind of provision of coveted, she wants to catch up with his footsteps, she wants, and he stood side by side.
I asked her, he and you are under a mentor to do research, so familiar, you will confess to him?
She said she would not. Campus love, can not withstand the graduation season slight touch, she did not want to miss a man like that, she also did not want and he, forgotten on the college campus. The only way to get to him at the moment is to show up at his side as a like-minded alumnus.
At that time, the foam, bright, dazzling, light, eye-catching.
Graduation in a hurry, it is too late to say goodbye, has been into their respective companies internship, socializing. When there is time to think about it again, more than a year has passed. Foamy called, the first time to take the initiative to say confession. I gave her my blessing. The time of the crush, said long not long, said short not short, but, but accounted for the foam all the energy.
Got the news, is the foam happy laughter, she said, she and he talked about the high school crush, talked about the university of sadness, talked about doing scientific research when the excitement, but also talked about the graduation of the fear. She said Tan Xiaowei told her that he had a crush on her in the beginning, but she was just a good girl at that time, not suitable for his lazy personality. The university occasionally met, just like to change into delight, but with love, the opposite. When doing scientific research together, just think she is too powerful, like a rival, but also like a friend, so, has not been made it think. Graduated, learned in a city of fighting, he was only excited for three days, so he began to work in the dark, study, hoping that there can be a reason to be brave, but do not want to, or by her first open mouth.
Now, three years in love, the end of the fruit, I from the foam face, see the satisfaction, from Tan Xiaowei's smile, see the happiness. Suddenly understand, this love, love just right, is Tan Xiaowei.
Life do not want too much drama, there is a good, I hope it about love, I hope it, came just right!