Hello! Time goes by ~! Ten years have passed in an instant, and even I can't believe how big I have grown. But seeing your weather-beaten faces, I know it's true.
I remember when I was a child, I was very simple. I snuggle in your arms every day and run with your big hands every day. How happy and happy I was! I really thought I was a bird, flying through the white clouds and singing loudly in my own small world. At that time, I was eager to grow up quickly, because when I grow up, I can do what I want, no matter how tired, but I am willing! In my world, I need you to surround me, I need you to give me warmth, I need your love. I even thought that life with you was * * *, because at that time I really couldn't imagine what life would be like without you. But the faster time passes, the more hesitant I am. I'm afraid of losing that simple and carefree life, but gradually, I think I really lost it. . . . . .
I don't want to grow up, because there will be no fairy tales in my world when I grow up; I don't want to grow up, because when I grow up, I will become stupid and stupid; I don't want to grow up, because when I grow up, I will lose my wings, my direction and myself!
Like other peers, I have a unique rebellion in adolescence. I want to pursue my own personality and have my own unique taste different from ordinary people. But all this can only be a bubble, because your desire for success makes me have to trudge through the sea of books every day. I also want to do what I like, but I have no time. Adults say "bondage! It is to fly higher! " But you know what? I don't want to be a nerd, I want to play, I want to laugh, I want to cry, I want to splurge! I want to be free and easy! But the reality is never as perfect as I thought. I still let the monotonous life repeat in my life every day, just like an infinite cycle of decimals, I don't know when it will end. Hearing the departure of winter, I woke up one month and looked around, but my life could not be arranged. I tried to look around, I tried to explore, but I found I was lost. I tried to talk to you several times, but I couldn't say it, because in your opinion, the child's words didn't carry any weight, so I was locked in my room with regret. My struggle could only be in vain, and I lived like a day for several years. I really don't know whether to pursue what I want or listen to you. I just find that my vision is getting blurred, and my life is flowing away from me bit by bit, but it can't be redeemed!
I want to study hard and make me happy. But I want to pursue what really belongs to me, at least for me now. You always say that I should study hard and become an entrepreneur, general manager or chairman in the future. But these are just for me to make a lot of money. But I'd rather be small because I don't want to fight in the mall. I want to get rid of this world and live a simple and quiet life forever. I can be a wandering painter or an unknown creator of art and culture, which is too common for ordinary people, because I don't want to be famous, I can't be famous, and I don't intend to be famous. I just want to live a quiet and simple life ~ ~!
What I want, what I want to pursue, is just the life I really like, and I don't need any reason to like it. I hope you can give me more space of my own. Of course, before you choose to fly a kite, I will study hard, fly hard and get close to the light! !
with cap in hand
Your dearest son
Dear dad. Mom:
Hello! With ambivalence, I wrote this letter, and my daughter has a lot to say to you.
For more than ten years, you have raised me with painstaking efforts, treating me as the apple of your eye and letting me enjoy the affection and warmth of my family. I feel luckier than those children who have no family and warmth. You have given me meticulous care and care. I deeply remember every bit of my life. You have woven my colorful life, and you are my closest relatives. You take good care of me, take me to the doctor, give me medicine and keep me warm. I will never forget that your "worry about the delay that will make him go home late" will definitely win me my "three blessings".
I know you also have the desire to "hope your children succeed and your women succeed". The competition in today's society is fierce, and only powerful people can go to work, so you are strict with me, even beyond my ability to accept, but I clearly know that this is because of your love for me, and I am trying to avoid making you angry.
As I grow older, I have my own ideas and ways of dealing with people. Because of the age gap, many of our views are different, but the distance between us is getting farther and farther. After every impulse, I calm down and I regret it very much. I shouldn't make you sad and angry, and I can't forgive myself at the same time. I don't know how to face you. When I meditate, I will think of your hard work. Dad not only works at school, but also does housework.
Dad, mom, can you put yourself in my shoes? In fact, I also have difficulties, and the great pressure makes me feel confused. I wish there was a bright light on the distant channel to guide me. Please forgive your daughter's ignorance and let us understand each other and transcend the generation gap.