When I was a child, I circulated rotten Huo Ying cartoons, which ended several years ago. Imitate Japanese dramas and write your name on the eraser. Up to now, I haven't had a chance to break half for the girl I like. No one plays chess in the riverside park in summer evening, and the old chorus has disappeared. The remastered Slam Dunk Master is still so good-looking, but the partners who watched Slam Dunk Master together have gone their separate ways. The water margin card I collected as a child has been lost because I moved in recent years. Those scary scenes in the old TV series, if you look at them now, will only disdain to say that hi is a lie. The life of Contra is not as difficult as I thought when I was a child. I have always regarded myself as a child. Actually, I have been working for a year and I like this job very much. The green leather train that left me with infinite memories disappeared unconsciously. I made an appointment with netizens to compete in the legendary world of mir after 20 years, and now there is only a full network of private servers left. I began to worry about what to eat for breakfast, lunch, dinner, eating out or cooking by myself. I began to get used to doing everything alone, telling myself that loneliness and loneliness are freedom. I began to learn to obey and yield, although I was just rebellious a few years ago. Mom's hair has turned gray a lot. Handsome and healthy father left with a serious illness. Before leaving, he said with a smile, be strong. The plane leaves in my hometown yard fell to the ground, one, two, three, four, five and six. I have been in a daze since I was a child, and I still like to be in a daze. But when I just blinked a few times, the world I knew became unknown. I wish you all the best in this strange and familiar world. You will leave anyone, whether you like it or hate it, say goodbye.
I got married as soon as I started to work, because we talked for a long time and were not young. When he graduated, his boss asked him to work in the school. He said that the conditions at home were not good and he wanted to come out to earn money. At that time, the school salary was not high. I graduated to teach a year later, and my monthly income was only 2000. We got married as soon as I graduated, and soon we had a baby by accident. Because I am not young, I decided to give birth without thinking much about economic conditions. At that time, we bought a house, borrowed some money for down payment, repaid the loan every month, and saved some money to decorate the house. At that time, we shared a two-bedroom and one-bedroom house with one of his classmates. The rent is 650, and his classmates share it with us. At that time, I divided my income into several parts every month. I want to keep part of the money I am going to borrow from my relatives as down payment, part for mortgage, part for decoration fund, part for rent, part for water and electricity, part for regular savings, and how much to use for the rest. Fortunately, at that time, he was eating at work and even arrived for breakfast early, which didn't cost much. When I was eating in the school cafeteria, I also followed the food standards of my school days. 1-2 yuan handled a meal. We spent at least one month in 350 yuan, because apart from the necessary, only 350 yuan was left for us to spend that month. After pregnancy, I don't know why. I always have a backache when I sleep at night. Feel that the bed is uneven and complain to him. At that time, we thought it was the bed, so we thought about it and changed the bed board.
It was a Saturday, and on his way back from work, he called me and said that he would go to a place to see the bed board. So I waited at home. Later, he called and said, watch and buy it back. I waited, but I haven't seen him come back for a long time. I'm in a hurry. I'll wait downstairs. I knew there was only one way for him to come back from that direction, so I went to that intersection. At that intersection, I saw him walking on the road with a big bed board of 1.5m, but I couldn't see him with such a wide bed board. I rushed over to accompany him and asked why it took so long. At that time, I thought he called a freight car and didn't pick it up until it was nearby. He replied that he carried it all the way back. At that time, I complained that he said why he didn't call a car to send it back. He said it wasn't too far to call a taxi, so he carried it back by himself. I cried at that time. Later, when I changed the bed board, my back still ached, but I stopped complaining. In the next ten years, if he has 100 yuan, he will give me 100 yuan, but he has been very frugal with himself. Later, there was noise in family life, but as long as I thought that the bed board was pressing his figure, I would stop.
On the night when I came home from college, I accidentally found a heavy gold ring when I was washing. I was surprised to show it to my mother. My mother took the ring. "This is your aunt's. I ate here at noon, and I guess I forgot to take it off after washing my hands. " Later, my mother called my aunt and told her not to worry. She would drop it off for her tomorrow. In the evening, I get up to drink water. There is a TV in the living room. My mother sat on the sofa and carefully tried on the gold ring again and again. She took it off her left hand and put it on her right hand. One end of the ring got stuck in her ring finger joint. "Well, it's a little small and my hands are getting old. This ring is really beautiful. " I suddenly choked up and couldn't speak. I went back to my room and closed the door, almost suppressing my voice and crying. I remember it was sad. The scene of her joyfully trying on the ring stung me deeply. It was one of the few times that I cried after I was 20 years old. That kind of stabbing pain almost tore off all the strong inferiority and pride in adolescence. That sleepless night, I remembered countless moments of forbearance due to financial difficulties. I'm tired of my mother's endless talk about the current situation at home, electricity, vegetables and tuition. When I knew nothing about the world, I deeply realized the hardships of life. Life always inadvertently touches the cruel status quo. I feel deeply wronged for what my mother didn't get or lose in these years. I recalled with tears that the truth of life is so simple and heartbreaking. Some people are elegant, some people are vulgar in plain clothes, some people live in tall buildings, and some people live in deep ditches, and you were once a woman who loved beauty. What saddens me most is that you have never worn a ring that really belongs to you, no matter at your best age or now you are in middle age.