What are the stories that have happened around you that make you sad?

People in this life will always encounter a lot of things, some things will be thrown into the back of the mind, can no longer think of, even if someone later mentioned is also a blank face, and there are some things will be remembered in the depths of the mind, these things are either happy things, or is some of the saddening things, these things do not need to be reminded of, will automatically surface in the bottom of the heart, can not help but make the People thought of the time if, just a lot of things do not have if,

I have a friend, when he was a class member of the study, his family is very good, at that time generally do not have pocket money, he is one of the class a handful of pockets have more than a dozen dollars of pocket money, know that at that time in the author's small town in the south of the people's general monthly income only 300 yuan

To the second year of high school, his mother suffered from a terminal illness, in order to help his mother, his family to all the family property all sold, the results of the last also failed to retain his mother, to the present I can still remember me after his mother's funeral that the bewildered look. After returning to school, he studied harder and harder, and then he told me privately that his mother wanted him to go to college, I felt very shocked, because I was in the school is a school of counterparts to the school, the competition is very fierce, the pressure is very great, many people in the third year of high school will choose to leave the school to go to the internship, but I do not have the good sense to say what other words.

After the end of the college entrance examination one day, he found me took out a letter of admission to Hunan Normal University, which was written in his name, I was immediately happy to know that in that era, although college students are not as good as the 80's college students, can be far more than the current college students to a lot more than the gold, but did not wait for me to open my mouth to speak, he ripped the notice of admission to pieces, said his family no longer has the money to pay for the school, but the school has a lot of money. The company said that his family has no money for him to go to college, and then his friend left his hometown and went south to join the trend of working.

Inside a building in front of my building, there is a classmate of my brother's brother, and now can still remember his looks, tall, very fair skin, smile on the face there are two dimples, it is a little bit like the then-young Nicky Wu, a lot of people call him Nicky Wu, Nicky Wu is not only good-looking and also very good at school, has always been the school's top three, and also a lot of people, and also a lot of money, but also a lot of money.

The Gaoxiong family has a lot of people who are not only good-looking but also very good at schoolwork, has always been the school's top three, but also multi-talented, often from his home out of the melodious violin sound.

After the end of the college entrance examination, Xiao Wu Qilong began a happy vacation, one day he and his classmates went swimming, his mother did not stop, because in our small southern city, summer to go swimming in the river is an important method of summer inside, in the Xiao Wu Qilong went, the school will come to the door to report, Xiao Wu Qilong was admitted to Tsinghua University, Xiao Wu Qilong's mother rushed to send people to go looking for the river, and found that Xiao Wu Qilong's mother was not a good choice, but a good choice. Little Wu Qilong, the results found that Little Wu Qilong has drowned. The cries that came from across the river that night reverberated over many people's families.

Sometimes I still think back to these things, if my friend's mother had not been sick at that time how good it would be, if my family's conditions at that time can be a little better, if the little Wu Qi Long did not and classmates to swim, if it rained on that day how good it is, although I know that there is no ifs and but still can not help but assume that all kinds of ifs and I do not know if you have some of the ifs and ifs that make you sob?