(March 2022)
The eldest sister left on June 29, 2022, in the twelfth lunar month of Gengzi.
We bid farewell to our sister on the morning of February 4th and the 23rd of the twelfth lunar month.
Elder sister1943101born on October 22nd, is a sheep, aged 78.
The eldest sister's family lived in an old house on the west side of the highway in their early years, and later moved to the east side of the North West Lan Highway at the fork in the road with their neighbors.
Elder sister fell ill in June165438+1October 17. I didn't wake up in the morning. Called 120 and sent to the county hospital. The examination shows that my brain is 13 mg.
On the afternoon of receiving my nephew, I rushed to the inpatient department of 1 1 building. My elder sister is lying in bed for 2 1, unable to open her eyes, unable to speak and unable to eat. My nephew fed her through a straw.
One night two days later, I rushed to the ward to accompany my sister. My roommate said that my nephews had taken her back.
Tell me, sister, the situation is not very optimistic.
Director Xu said that the overall situation is stable, but the physical condition is poor and the resistance is not enough.
This time my sister had a nightmare before she got sick. I think it's somewhere in the north of the old house. It's raining heavily. I saw an old Zhuangzi being flooded on the eastbound west road, and then it hit, splashing soil fog and water. After waking up, I was afraid and uneasy, and I was in a bad mood several times. My nephew said that my sister was ill that day, and it has been several days. I was suddenly surprised, nightmares, nightmares, so insidious!
During the days when my sister was ill, my heart kept hanging and I was very sad. I hope my sister will wake up as soon as possible, even if I am afraid of sitting, as long as I can talk.
Many days later, I had another nightmare. I was very scared. As soon as I have a nephew, I am afraid of hearing bad news.
Sister is still gone! My grief and thoughts can't be expressed in words.
Alas! There is no sister who cares about me, and there is no sister I can miss.
These days, my mind has been filled with the shadows of my elder sister, their old Zhuangzi, eldest brother and nephews. ...
My thoughts are churning and I can't sleep well. Whether sitting, walking or doing anything, I always feel sore and lonely, and I can't help crying because of my sadness.
Several times an acquaintance asked me why you were jealous.
I understand that there is no sadness and happiness in the world. Whoever is sad will cry, which really has nothing to do with others.
I can only answer that it is cold and windy.
I think people with sisters in the world are happy and warm, at least more caring and caring than those without sisters.
When I was young, my sister loved me, coaxed me and let me go; When I grow up, my sister cares about me, but I'm afraid I'm hot and cold.
Usually, no matter where I am, I always think of my sister and miss her. No one can understand this except my sister.
My sister called me a month before she got sick and asked me to dress warmly and take good care of my grandson.
I should be sitting in front of my sister when I come back this time.
I want to say to my sister: My grandfather's generation has two brothers, and my father's generation has three brothers. The older the sisters get, the more suffering they experience. Because you are old, you suffer, and you suffer far more than we do.
I want to tell my sister that you still remember: in difficult days, you, my second sister, my sisters and I had cabbage soup, radish soup and rapeseed root. One evening, when the second sister and the aunt next door went to dig rape roots in the field, the captain Sun confiscated the shovel head; When my friend and I were pinching alfalfa vegetables, Sun Hulu kicked us out of our hearts.
You have suffered a lot, you are close to it, and you leveled the land for the production team many years ago and pulled the car with earthwork. In the dead of winter and the twelfth month, the heat is unbearable, getting up early and greedy for the dark, and there is no rest time all year round. Poor food and excessive health have laid the foundation for the disease.
Your four children have all lived a good life, the economic situation of your grandchildren has been fundamentally improved, and all suffering has become a thing of the past. Conditions are getting better and better, but you left.
Sister! The morning before I saw you off, my eldest brother and I sat by the apple tree in the backyard.
Speaking of the past, eldest brother broke down in tears several times and burst into tears.
Eldest brother said that both their father and son left their mother earlier. He lost his mother when he was a teenager. Now he is over 80 years old. All he knows is that his home is in East Lake, where the door is open. He doesn't know who is there. Eldest brother said, you came to Dong Gu and did your best. You've never been idle in your life. In recent years, your blood pressure is high, your digestion is not good, your body is getting thinner every day, and you can't stand the disease.
Eldest brother wiped his tears and sighed again and again: from the moment you got sick, you didn't open your eyes, eat anything or even stay for more than 20 days.
Sister, I think it's really a blessing for you to meet your big brother in this life. Big brother has a good personality and no temper. You are tired and miserable, but you have never been angry. Over the years, you have been accompanied by children and grandchildren, and this kind of family happiness is also your greater blessing.
Sister, the past is like smoke, vividly.
I will always remember that there was a distant Spring Festival and it snowed heavily. That afternoon, you and second sister sat on third dad's hot kang until it was getting dark.
I will always remember that the persimmons you left me were peeled off and dried one by one. I don't know how many times you rummaged through it and put it in a crock. That sweetness and filar silk are condensed with your love for me.
I will always remember that you left me an insole, which was glued, cut and made by yourself. I can't bear to use it. I have raised it for several years.
I still remember a few days after my father left, you and we guarded my father's coffin together.
Our brother and sister inherited the virtues of my father's kindness, integrity, diligence, frugality and humility.
I still remember a few days after my father left, you and we guarded my father's coffin together.
Our brother and sister inherited the virtues of my father's kindness, integrity, diligence, frugality and humility. My relatives who have educated and influenced me greatly in my life are my father, that's right. Over the years, whenever I encounter problems, I will calm down and think about what my father will say and do. I will also speculate and imagine what attitudes and opinions are.
What I remember most is the old Zhuangzi where you lived, the road facing north, the door facing south, the Toona sinensis tree and the rice mill at the door; Later, the door opened to the west, and there were houses, underground kilns and deep wells with windmills in the courtyard. Chicken, pig, cow, sheep, small vegetable garden. That day, but you and big brother dug it up bit by bit with hoes, shovels and carts.
10 years ago that summer, you fell ill, and the doctors in the county became more and more serious. My nephew and I will send you to Xianyang for treatment.
Last year, my lumbar spine was uncomfortable. You told me James Li was cured. I listened to you, and I'm cured.
Over the years, the time I have come back to see you is numbered, which is really too little. As long as I see you, you always remind me again and again: tell me to take care of myself and tell me not to bring anything.
Sister, I brought food today, but you can't taste it yourself, which makes people even more sad.
Last time I came back to see you, I felt that you charged me more than before.
I feel that your health is not as good as before.
Life, there are many times, really like a dream, I can't say it.
In the past few decades, our family has experienced many farewells, all covered with blood and tears, and it is unbearable to look back. When I think of their appearance, I feel sad, my eyes are sore and my heart is broken.
Life is not difficult, so is survival. The hardest thing is illness, impermanence and health.
This time, I came to the hospital to see you, but you couldn't wake up, just lying quietly. Really, it's like being sleepy and falling asleep. Later, I left quietly.
Sister, I think the continuation and progress of life is actually a relay, one after another, from generation to generation. What is left is memory, spirit, their civilization and creation.
I also want to tell you that every time you see me, you should ask your niece, nephew and our grandson. Their studies and work are very good.
After I received my nephew, I passed the news on to the two children at that time. They told me to come to see you quickly, let me go to the attending doctor, and let them try their best to cure you.
The children heard that you had left, and there was no sound for a long time. They were too sad to speak.
When you leave, you take away everyone's love and dig away everyone's heart. This unforgettable pain has become the eternal regret of all relatives.
Sister, when you leave, you can only meet in your dreams.
Bon voyage, health and safety!
We will miss you forever!
Sister, you!
The above is related to the end of the life of 1943 sheep, and it is about sharing between the sexes. Look at the life span of sheep, I hope this will help everyone!